Well here we are.
Here I am.
I feel like a robot today. A robot sitting in front of a screen watching a movie instead of walking down a hallway to get to my next class.
Things are horribly generic in my life. That's okay- it seems to be a typical teenage worry shared by most of my school.
Shoes are captivating, and so are noses. These are the things my eyes are instantly drawn to. Shoes.. and noses. Some people at our school- and this sort of thing really freaks me out- have little black hairs covering their noses. Not blackheads. Hair. Not necessarily thick hair, but noticeable nonetheless.
Shoes are less captivating, sure. Half the school wears ug-boots (or whatever they're called), and the other half wears ones that look as though they are about to fall off with every step they take.
Just got back from a boring date with my boring boyfriend.
Yes, I just said that.
And I'm not going to take it back. Under normal circumstances, I would. Because under normal circumstances, I have no backbone whatsoever. But I'm going through this stage where I know I need to change things.
I'm much too passive. People used to tell me that. My ex-boyfriend used to tell me that.
Completely true.
So, things are about to change, and I'm going to go after what I want.
I feel like a robot today. A robot sitting in front of a screen watching a movie instead of walking down a hallway to get to my next class.
Things are horribly generic in my life. That's okay- it seems to be a typical teenage worry shared by most of my school.
Shoes are captivating, and so are noses. These are the things my eyes are instantly drawn to. Shoes.. and noses. Some people at our school- and this sort of thing really freaks me out- have little black hairs covering their noses. Not blackheads. Hair. Not necessarily thick hair, but noticeable nonetheless.
Shoes are less captivating, sure. Half the school wears ug-boots (or whatever they're called), and the other half wears ones that look as though they are about to fall off with every step they take.
Just got back from a boring date with my boring boyfriend.
Yes, I just said that.
And I'm not going to take it back. Under normal circumstances, I would. Because under normal circumstances, I have no backbone whatsoever. But I'm going through this stage where I know I need to change things.
I'm much too passive. People used to tell me that. My ex-boyfriend used to tell me that.
Completely true.
So, things are about to change, and I'm going to go after what I want.