eh...
Lately, I've been complaining how lonely I am and busting out my 7th grade angel hello kitty wallet that consists of no money whatsoever, my library card, my lunch card and three "couple" pictures to prove my lonliness. Yes, I know, I am very pathetic, but of course, who ever said I wasn't right? LoL. I've been reading through people's xanga and those who actually update their LJ and most of them mention Sadie's. *sighs* I remember the days where I would go to all of the dances (back in 6-8th grade) and only because I got in for free, or because I was in charge of something for Student Council but ever since I joined high school, I don't exactly have the school spirit I used to have. I think it's because I'm not in student council. I remember I used to LOVE running for student council, I loved planning things and keeping things in order. Researching, calling people, it was just so fun for me x). Now, all I care about is... well nothing really. I don't have basketball to care about anymore, I dont know where my concerns about my grades went, and I have absolutely no sympathy or love for my father anymore. It's like, down the drain. =x. Damn, I got way off track. Lol. I was going on about how lonely I am, and to how irresponsible I became =x. x) but anyhowz, the day is boring as usual. I have to type up our Constitution thingy for Williams and thats all the homework I kind of have. I've been "studying" for the verbal part of the SAT's because I know I will probably need the most help in that.. and I "learned" a couple new words. But thats beside the point. School couldn't be more boring, afterschool I met up with Selena so I can walk with her to debate. We walked in, and thankfully I dont have to debate on Friday afternoon. *whew* but doesn't matter. *sighs* i'm bound to fail anywayz, so whatever. Ok, going off track again, after debate I left to go find Vivian so we can goto Hinojosa's and get some hours. I dunno, I have this emotional attatchment with my middle school teachers. I think they were the best teachers ever for me. I never got Mr. Trieu as my teacher, but he was the student council advisor when I was in the 6th and 7th grade so I knew him that way. But I dunno, I think Hinojosa and Trieu, and Szeremeta and Sevold and all my middle skool teachers rocked. They were the teachers that influenced me most. lol. Lam and everyone from Ramona like DESPISED their teachers or something, but I loved Northrup teachers. Our teachers rock, they're always there for us and all, and they listen to our crap all the time x).lol. I mean seriously, I think our teachers are the best in the district. But yea, they donated some money for my math-a-thon fundraiser. So i'm like up by 6.67 lol. Hinojosa gave me a 5, and trieu gave me all of his change x) lol. I love my middle school. I wish I could go back to the good old days. Even though it was barely two years ago, but seriously, my 7th and 8th grade year rocked. It was the best years of my life in California. The rest of my years, I pretty much despised. But those two years.. the two out of six years I've been living in this awful state, those were the only two years I will ever really cherish. It's not that this year is horrible.. but its not like its spectacular that it'll stand out you know? damn.. its been six years since I've been here. *sighs* ... six.. long.. years. whatever. I'm complaining to much. =x. i've been acting/feeling weird lately. and i dunno why. eh.. no biggie. i'll get over it in a day or two. =/. *sighs*