Animal cruelty x(
I've been downloading a whole bunch of movies, and I finally got to watch King Kong yesterday and it was the cruelest movie I have ever seen. I was crying so much when they were hurting kong. And all he cared about was Naomi Watts. It made me so angry at the ignorance of men and their cruelty. But I was really really upset at it. Even though it wasn't real but I was just so furious.. lol. I'm weird.
I was backtracking through my entries and my talks of moving to Philadelphia. I'm bitter now. I really really wanted to go there.. and then I ran into my uncle on the street on my way to PCC and he asked me where I was going and i told him and he said why didn't you go to some other place and I'm like oh i am i'm going to go to the east coast after two years here and what not. my little cousin, his son, will be going to yale, princeton, boston u, or cornell and whatnot. made me sad. i could've been that girl.. don't know where i went wrong. actually i do know.. but still. i'm such a failure sometimes.
its thoughts like that that made me screw up. ok. no. confidence. roar. i have a plan. grr.
i've been weird all week. dunt know why. ive been upset personally about certain things and have been bottling them up. that might be why.
**Btw, this wasn't the uncle who's from philly, this is one of my california uncles.