Wanting to be a star
Being an only child normally means you get a lot of attention at home. Which is what I got, so normally I had the need and desire TO get attention all the time. Which is how I think I got my knack for exaggerating things and coming up with wild impossible "theories" and my acting out in public. x) As I a kid I even dreamt about being an actress. x) I was nervous about it though.. lol when I was in the school plays I wanted to kick @ss at the part I got... but I couldn't be Cordoury? because that was a bear.. and as a kid thats like a boy role.. and I was too nervous to try out for the girl who got the bear.. so I opted to be the mother. Two friggin lines in the play and I was repeating it day after day at home. x) The second play I was in was Oliver Twist.. I believe. Another opportunity for me to shine and I got the part of the maid. -_-' Ridiculous.. I introduced a scene and had one line in the play. lol. Finally, I had my chance to shine in my fourth grade play.. unfortunately for me, I moved two weeks before the big performance. -_-' So ever since the move I tried to be a little more realistic and abandoned my "dream" about being an actress. Lol. I then got my "big shot" in 7th grade. :) I was Samuel Clemens in Tom Sawyer. x) My partner was Mark Twain, Olivia Chea. :) I was so excited. I later became like the MC? i think for um.. i think it was the talent show in eighth grade with Steven I think. I forgot though. But yea.. lol just something I remembered in the middle of writing this entry. My story of "Becoming A Star". x)
But yea, I was in the middle of watching Goong (a kick@ss Kdrama which I will elaborate more on later in the entry) and it was getting hot. So I opened the door to the balcony and went outside for some fresh air. I looked up in the sky and I see these two stars. One bright as hell, and one flickering. So I'm wondering to myself if the stars have some kind of sappy love story lol. I thought it would be cool. I mean these were the only two things that were in the sky, which was clear as day. :) It was really pretty. It wasn't the usual traffic I normally have to see on Atlantic or the occasional zoom of a car passing by, it was just empty. I dunno.. lol sounds stupid but I kind of felt like I was the flickering star. Like it's trying to tell the bright star something but like.. they're too far apart so they message isn't getting across or something. haha.
But yea.. this links to my "Becoming a Star" story. lol. Because ironically after seeing those two stars outside.. I kind of want to be a star when I pass away. I hate being this "flickering star" and feeling so uneasy.. I'd want to be a bright star in the sky.. so when someone looks out in the sky one night and sees me they'd feel.. I dunno.. maybe the same way I do now. Haha. I'm not a person of words obviously. :)
Anywho.. watching Goong since Which Star Are You From subtitles for episodes 15 and 16 arent out yet. I heard alot about Goong but I didn't really think it sounded that intersting. But DAMN!!! do I like it. x) Not more than Which Star Are You From.. at least not yet but yea. :) I'm really enjoying this drama. Predictable and whatnot.. but I love the Prince in it. :D hehehe. He's so effing adorable. Joo Ji Hoon plays the Prince and he was originally a model. Now I have never been into asian fashion or anything nor am I now.. but I saw one of the pictures of him modeling mens underwear (in some weird flipflop/sandal and white dress shirt) well yea. I like what I'm seeing. Yes I'm a perv. -_-' lol. No but yea. he has a hot body. The only problem is the way he walks.. it's so.. feminine. I dunno.. it looks like he sways or something.. I can't put my finger on it x(.
I've been missing a lot of school which is bad.. My sleeping habit is weird now too.. like I sleep at 11 and I wake up at like 2 a.m. I can't sleep so I just stay awake.. but when its time for school I fall asleep. =/ aya..
Well at least it's almost over...
But yea, I was in the middle of watching Goong (a kick@ss Kdrama which I will elaborate more on later in the entry) and it was getting hot. So I opened the door to the balcony and went outside for some fresh air. I looked up in the sky and I see these two stars. One bright as hell, and one flickering. So I'm wondering to myself if the stars have some kind of sappy love story lol. I thought it would be cool. I mean these were the only two things that were in the sky, which was clear as day. :) It was really pretty. It wasn't the usual traffic I normally have to see on Atlantic or the occasional zoom of a car passing by, it was just empty. I dunno.. lol sounds stupid but I kind of felt like I was the flickering star. Like it's trying to tell the bright star something but like.. they're too far apart so they message isn't getting across or something. haha.
But yea.. this links to my "Becoming a Star" story. lol. Because ironically after seeing those two stars outside.. I kind of want to be a star when I pass away. I hate being this "flickering star" and feeling so uneasy.. I'd want to be a bright star in the sky.. so when someone looks out in the sky one night and sees me they'd feel.. I dunno.. maybe the same way I do now. Haha. I'm not a person of words obviously. :)
Anywho.. watching Goong since Which Star Are You From subtitles for episodes 15 and 16 arent out yet. I heard alot about Goong but I didn't really think it sounded that intersting. But DAMN!!! do I like it. x) Not more than Which Star Are You From.. at least not yet but yea. :) I'm really enjoying this drama. Predictable and whatnot.. but I love the Prince in it. :D hehehe. He's so effing adorable. Joo Ji Hoon plays the Prince and he was originally a model. Now I have never been into asian fashion or anything nor am I now.. but I saw one of the pictures of him modeling mens underwear (in some weird flipflop/sandal and white dress shirt) well yea. I like what I'm seeing. Yes I'm a perv. -_-' lol. No but yea. he has a hot body. The only problem is the way he walks.. it's so.. feminine. I dunno.. it looks like he sways or something.. I can't put my finger on it x(.
I've been missing a lot of school which is bad.. My sleeping habit is weird now too.. like I sleep at 11 and I wake up at like 2 a.m. I can't sleep so I just stay awake.. but when its time for school I fall asleep. =/ aya..
Well at least it's almost over...