much love to my girls :)
My cousin is living with us now. x) I've been a lot more happier and upbeat.. sorta. x) Lol. Unfortunately for me.. two guys, one girl.. in an extremely cramped apartment is not good. Very hard to find privacy.. and he's kinda young.. and I kinda get grossed out by the things he does.. like crapping.. while talking on the phone. -_-'.. it may be multi-tasking.. but that's just gross. -_-'.
Anyway, today was collaboration. Afterskool, me, jen, amy l., lam, and d(she left before we actually left) went to Pasta Bar and harriet came afterwards. me, amy l., and lam went ahead to get a table and finally jen and harriet came. god we had such a hilarious conversation. x) It's always fun going out with those girls. x) It makes my life that much happier. haha. Walked Jen & Harriet home. Harriet also lended me her N64 & heater so I'll have something to do and be warm. x) Thanks love. You rock! Took the bus home cuz I was too lazy to walk home and when I got home I played N64, watched Lakers game, talked on the phone. I feel like a dog.. lol. its like my cousin wanted some food, **he's in his 20s or 30s.. i dunno the exact age** and my dad said go send linda to go buy some food. -_-' but dont matter to me. I was bored anyway. Did some homework. x) lol. So I was "productive".. sorta. I think I'll go back to updating livejournal instead of xanga.. x)
I DESERVE to be angry. I'm tired of letting people pushing me over. I'm tired of feeling so damn guilty every single time someone gets mad at me.. and when I get mad at someone I still somehow end up feeling guilty. Why don't you listen to my side? I don't get mad for no freaking reason. I always end up apologizing.. I've never heard anyone apologized to me before.. except for like.. TWO people.
Anyway, today was collaboration. Afterskool, me, jen, amy l., lam, and d(she left before we actually left) went to Pasta Bar and harriet came afterwards. me, amy l., and lam went ahead to get a table and finally jen and harriet came. god we had such a hilarious conversation. x) It's always fun going out with those girls. x) It makes my life that much happier. haha. Walked Jen & Harriet home. Harriet also lended me her N64 & heater so I'll have something to do and be warm. x) Thanks love. You rock! Took the bus home cuz I was too lazy to walk home and when I got home I played N64, watched Lakers game, talked on the phone. I feel like a dog.. lol. its like my cousin wanted some food, **he's in his 20s or 30s.. i dunno the exact age** and my dad said go send linda to go buy some food. -_-' but dont matter to me. I was bored anyway. Did some homework. x) lol. So I was "productive".. sorta. I think I'll go back to updating livejournal instead of xanga.. x)
I DESERVE to be angry. I'm tired of letting people pushing me over. I'm tired of feeling so damn guilty every single time someone gets mad at me.. and when I get mad at someone I still somehow end up feeling guilty. Why don't you listen to my side? I don't get mad for no freaking reason. I always end up apologizing.. I've never heard anyone apologized to me before.. except for like.. TWO people.