Aug 18, 2006 19:07
Without a dope post to read...hahaha...I miss Aaliyah.
What's up my peeps?
OK, my new guilty pleasure----MySpace Games.
I have literally played every online MySpace game. I'm addicted. It keeps me calm. It helps me think. I love it. That's one of the reasons for me not posting a "real" entry. Every free moment I have has been online playing games. Today, I forced myself to post first and then play games.
Let's see what's been going on...
My cancer has officially been classified as being in remission. SO EXCITING!!! That last few scans that I've had has revealed that the tumor is shrinking which is a positive response to treatment and no new lesions have been found anywhere. That makes me feel really good. I still don't have much hair, but is coming back slowly but surely. I realized that my hair was growing back with the space above my upper lip became darker (yeah, I have a light mustache). When I saw that along with the hair under my arms, I knew that not too long from now, I should have a five o'clock shadow on the top of my head. I'm really sick of wearing my wig. It's hot. Yeah the wig is "hot", but no really it's hot. I'm ready to get rid of it. I miss my curly curls. I miss rocking the short style. Talk about hot.
The love of my life is out of town for the next 4 days and I'm sick about it. I miss him already and he just got to Nebraska. He went with his father and sisters to visit his aunt. I started missing him when he was still in town. I'm so in love with that man. Our relationship has blossomed into a beautiful union. We compliment each other. I still get butterflies in my stomach every time I see him. I love the way he holds me in his arms and rubs my head and face. It's so soothing. He's a dream come true. We often talk about our future nuptuals. I don't know when it's going to happen. All I know is that I'm ready. I can't wait. It's becoming more difficult each day for us to separate and it's to the point where it hurts. Patience is my best friend and worse enemy.
Tomorrow I will be attending the funeral of a high school classmate. This will be the 2nd classmate that I've lost in the last 2 years. The 1st one passed away in 2004. He and I were really cool. The guy whose funeral I'm attending tomorrow passed away last week. He had a heart attack. Heart attacks at the age of 27 is unbelievable. I heard that he has some health issues and had weight problems (we called him Shaq in high school). It's such a sad thing to even think about. A couple of my former classmates and I have put together a committee for our 10 year class reunion next year. I can't believe it's been almost 10 years. Time flies. Hopefully, we'll be able to get more contact information within the next couple of weeks so that I can mail out this letter that I wrote to the class trying to get the pumped for next year.
The job search is still on. I haven't come up with anything else. Things are getting real crazy in my current department. My co-workers are coming out the bag on my manager. I'm just sitting back and watching it blow by blow. I did throw a punch a week ago, but not as many as they're throwing at her. I just hope no one gets hurt in the process.
Well my games are calling me. Gotta go.
By the way, did anyone see Beyonce's new video? I saw it online and all I can say is that I love her. I think I've said that before.
That is all