Nonno

Dec 09, 2009 21:57

To the man who never gave up on me.

I miss you. I miss you so bad I want to cry every minute of every day just so I will never forget anything about you. I passed my class 5 and it didnt mean half as much just because I couldnt be sure to call you first and hear how proud you were of me. I wanted to show You the photos I did for your funeral. No matter what you were always the one person that made me feel as though someone was always proud of me no matter what it was I did. You made me feel important and loved. You made me feel unique and special and as though I had something no one could ever take away from me.

I cant stop the tears from rolling down my face. This Friday will be the one month anniversary of your passing. It has been the longest month of my life.

You were always the person who would of course, shove your opinion in my face, thats what made you, you. But you would always want me to be happy more than you wanted tobe right. You believed in everything I wanted to do. You bought me my first digital camera. I remember it with such detail... you asked me what I wanted for christmas and i said "Well I know but I dont think I'll get it.." I told you it was a digital camera because I liked photography and you smirked. You found out about cameras and everything and bought me an amazing camera. Placed in a bag which you wrote "HANDLE WITH CARE" all over.

It made me laugh, because I knew what you had got me =]

Im glad you dont have to suffer anymore. You were the glue to our family and now your gone. I miss you and I love you so much. I will always be nonnos little girl.

I would give anything to have you back, but since thats not how it works..

I just want you to know I love you, and I will never forget anything about you.

Thank you for everything. My heart hurts so bad, and it will never be whole again, but I need to thank you for everything you did for me. You were the best and I hope you know that.
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