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Apr 26, 2008 16:25

 The average child hears 486 negative comments in a day, and only 32 positive ones.

Why the negativity?

The suicide rate in adolecents has gone up 400% in the last.. what was it. 2 or 3 years?

80% of people cannot take negative feedback without some sort of psychological damage

whats with all of this? Its got nothing to go with the "tv, music, or video games" we watch, play, or listen to. And sure, friends are always there, but that doesnt mean theyre the cause for our own stupidity. I dont know.. with all thats been happening lately.. im so ugh

I miss my auntie. =(.. sure we didnt see eachother much, but now we wont see eachother at all. I have to go to the memorial on Friday. I dont think Bill will be around much longer (if they havent already pulled the plug). Im sick as hell most days.. in fact I dont think ill be skating tonight... and ya know.. everyone around me seems to be falling apart.

If you have problems, YOU need to fix them. Im not here to do it for you. For sure im here to help you as mch as I possibly can, but remember, you need to be there for me too. Im not here to be treated well sometimes, and not others. If you like me, you like me. thats that. If not, dont waste either of our time.

Also, Dont blow me off, or just happen to be late everytime we meet up for some lame reason or another (and no Idont only mean Sammy on this one). If you want to meet up at 1, be there at 1.. even 1:15 is fine. not 1:45 or 2. Just dont. If your not going to be there when your supposed to be, dont make me wait. tell me you arent coming.

Ive got way too much to deal with for you all to be causing me problems.  I love you, I hate you, I miss you, I cant stand you, I cant wait to see you, I need you, I have you, I dont know what to do next... Where do all these come into play?

You. You are one of the best people I know, honestly you can be my other half. Seriously and truly. I just wish our schedules werent so conflicting.. our liveswerent so different.. but although, I must admit.. for two people with two very different lives, we always find something we can relate with. I love you like an asian sister ;)

You. I love you, but you need to realize your own god damn potential. I asked you what u would do if I died and you replied with "eat your body. " I may not always be around, you need to do stuff for YOU. You are really amazing in so many ways.. and when u set your mind to something U can usually do it. Im here to help, Im here to guide, I just dont want to do everything myself anymore. Live your life as your own. Take each day as a new step. Dont turn to me for everything, you have a good mind of your own. Use it. Stop being so scared of the world.

You confuse the hell out of me. Its weird. Your so nice, and then you turn into some kind of retard. I dont know why, its like someone posesses your body and mind and u dont think for yourself. I still love you, but sometimes I could honestly hit you in the face with a shovel. The world does Not revolve around you. Deal with it

You. You make things too complicated. You ruined it for yourself. I was willing, I was excited, I was ready to try. And what do you do? Fuck up repeatedly. No thanks, just no thanks.

You. You gossip like the mad hatter, but at the same time it makes you you. The one thing about you that will never change and I will love forever is your ability to be you. Keep it up, but calm down once and a while too.

You. You've been like a brother to me, and im pretty sure ive been liek a sister to you. But you go through phases.. I dont know why.. I dont know what cuases them.. you need to realize when you Need to talk about something instead of having me figure it out and drag it out of you. I still love you like a super tall brown brother, but dude.. I hate seeing you sad. Dont let the world get you down so much

You. Learn to take responsibilities for your actions. no seriously, Just do it. And dont complain that your life is So much harder than everyone elses, cuz its not. So shutup and live it to its fullest.

You. Your an ass and you dont even know it.You creepy mother fucker.

You. I miss you.. I wish things were different.

You. You definetly changed me. I know its new, and kinda funny. But keeping at it might be good for both of us. Thanks for everything thus far. Keep dancing baby.

You. Please, spare us all and stop trying to be cool. Your killing us all inside.

You. Ive known you for so long, I need you more than you think. I wish you hadnt changed. I wish you hadnt fucked up your own life, but at the same time.. I guess it isnt my problem. You dont even return my damn phone calls, why should I continue to bother?

Everyone needs to stop feeling so sorry for themselves. Really, shouldnt we feel sorrow for eachother? If you think about it.. Im sorry for Sue cuz she didnt pass her test, but she'll get it next time! Im sorry for Sophie, cuz her family takes her money apparently. Im sorry for Sammy, cuz he ruined everything all on his own. Im not feeling sorry for myself at the moment although im sure you think i am, but no. im not. I feel sorry for everyone else who doesnt want to take life seriously.. doesnt want to prove it can be lived to its fullest. If I hang out with someone, even if its someone Im not 100% crazy about, Ill try my damnest to make a memory out of it. Dont sit there and be "bored" all the time.. your wasting away into a fat piece of shit. If you go out, try to enjoy it. Everything from a movie, to a simple walk in the park, to sitting in your room watching a movie with a buddy.

Princesses werent made for this world. So if you consider yourself a princess, do us all a favor and shoot yourself in the head. Let the rest of us live life.. as life. Not under your boring fat assed shadow.

Good day and Good night bitches.
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