In Norka's terms at this point in life everyone's to blaime to a stupid concept called fighting!
there are two times a year when anxiety gets the best of me the end of may to the end of regents week, and winter.
It was really bad in june with the whole natilie thing and then I got over it as soon as I took my last regents. Then I was pretty happy. Everything was going well, and I vowed to myself that I would worry about the SATS ACTS and all that shit I need to get into college. It was working out pretty well. Until the end of January.
My mom and I started bickering like cats and dogs, my dad started to feel like I was emo. Fucking EMO. Then the whole fighting thing ceased then I got into a fight with my friend.
The result was she was acting like an elementry school child and not talking to me. This is going on for three weeks. I said I was sorry, but I don't think she cares. I dont think she wants to even forgive me. All I know is we're both wrong here. I'm wrong for probably setting her off and she's wrong by ignoring me and not working things out and making it worse.
I've always believed that a fight is not started by one. It's started by both. One person is wrong by the way they set it off, the other person is wrong by the way they handle it. For example Natilie and I, we both somehow started this battle between us, I thought the fact I liked her boyfriend would blow off. The right thing to do in this situation, ignore it and take it as a compliment. How ever she was wrong by starting off with telling the teacher I liked her boyfriend, like the world had to know. And then I was wrong by saying shut the hell up you slut! If that didn't happen she wouldnt be pissed in fact we could of probably laughed it off.
It this point it's fighting that makes us human over the wild beasts. I know Hashem sent us here for a reason to learn. Maybe Hashem wanted there to be fighting, hatred. But now when I am starting to distinguish the meaning of right and wrong in a more enlightened way, the reason fights start is, we've got nothing better to do and we always wanna be right. Everyone has different opinions why doesnt anyone really understand.
It's even pointless why wars start:
1) WW1- the archduke is assinated
2)The revolutionary War-Taxes!
3)The War in Iraq- George Bush was pissed at Saddam Hussein because he tried assassinate his father.
Come on there are ways we avoid this.
You could disagree with me or not. But I think there are more important things in this world than fighting. And if ur gonna fight, fight for something that makes sense. Not something that will make u die a small horrible death!
XoXoX
Tre
It was really bad in june with the whole natilie thing and then I got over it as soon as I took my last regents. Then I was pretty happy. Everything was going well, and I vowed to myself that I would worry about the SATS ACTS and all that shit I need to get into college. It was working out pretty well. Until the end of January.
My mom and I started bickering like cats and dogs, my dad started to feel like I was emo. Fucking EMO. Then the whole fighting thing ceased then I got into a fight with my friend.
The result was she was acting like an elementry school child and not talking to me. This is going on for three weeks. I said I was sorry, but I don't think she cares. I dont think she wants to even forgive me. All I know is we're both wrong here. I'm wrong for probably setting her off and she's wrong by ignoring me and not working things out and making it worse.
I've always believed that a fight is not started by one. It's started by both. One person is wrong by the way they set it off, the other person is wrong by the way they handle it. For example Natilie and I, we both somehow started this battle between us, I thought the fact I liked her boyfriend would blow off. The right thing to do in this situation, ignore it and take it as a compliment. How ever she was wrong by starting off with telling the teacher I liked her boyfriend, like the world had to know. And then I was wrong by saying shut the hell up you slut! If that didn't happen she wouldnt be pissed in fact we could of probably laughed it off.
It this point it's fighting that makes us human over the wild beasts. I know Hashem sent us here for a reason to learn. Maybe Hashem wanted there to be fighting, hatred. But now when I am starting to distinguish the meaning of right and wrong in a more enlightened way, the reason fights start is, we've got nothing better to do and we always wanna be right. Everyone has different opinions why doesnt anyone really understand.
It's even pointless why wars start:
1) WW1- the archduke is assinated
2)The revolutionary War-Taxes!
3)The War in Iraq- George Bush was pissed at Saddam Hussein because he tried assassinate his father.
Come on there are ways we avoid this.
You could disagree with me or not. But I think there are more important things in this world than fighting. And if ur gonna fight, fight for something that makes sense. Not something that will make u die a small horrible death!
XoXoX
Tre