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"Friends are just enemies that don't have the guts to kill you." -Judy Tenuda
i've learned that you can never trust your friends. i'm only able to trust a select few, but everyone else either has or is capable of backstabbing me.
"keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. friends will always change, come and go, but enemies only accumulate." - 50 Cent
this whole situation with henry.. idk what to do. i just wish all of the drama and ugly sluts were gone and him and i could start fresh. i don't even want to get into detail because i'll start getting emotional. unfortunately i think i lost him, which really sucks because he really is my match. just so much shit when on...GRRRRR why can't i just have him?!
i needed a change so i dyed my hair. i really like it, and i notice a drastic change, but i dont think other people notice it much. all the blonde shit is out, how can you not notice? it was all out there and okay im done.
i stopped smoking. hah i barely smoked in the first place, but i gave them all away and i feel better. i have no reason to smoke. no one does, i'm just "man" enough to say it. and i never drank or done drugs so i can't quit what i never tried. i don't want to touch anything bad.. its makes me feel low class.
i went to the mall yesterday with lauren (who else) and got tons of clothes again. that made me happy for about five minutes until i saw a happy couple and became depressed again.
i'm pathetic.
i'm buying my blue contacts today. hoorah. and for once, i really hope i get my period. i give permission for all the guys to now say "ew gross" now.
i'm off to driving school.
"People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway." --Mother Teresa
i've learned that you can never trust your friends. i'm only able to trust a select few, but everyone else either has or is capable of backstabbing me.
"keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. friends will always change, come and go, but enemies only accumulate." - 50 Cent
this whole situation with henry.. idk what to do. i just wish all of the drama and ugly sluts were gone and him and i could start fresh. i don't even want to get into detail because i'll start getting emotional. unfortunately i think i lost him, which really sucks because he really is my match. just so much shit when on...GRRRRR why can't i just have him?!
i needed a change so i dyed my hair. i really like it, and i notice a drastic change, but i dont think other people notice it much. all the blonde shit is out, how can you not notice? it was all out there and okay im done.
i stopped smoking. hah i barely smoked in the first place, but i gave them all away and i feel better. i have no reason to smoke. no one does, i'm just "man" enough to say it. and i never drank or done drugs so i can't quit what i never tried. i don't want to touch anything bad.. its makes me feel low class.
i went to the mall yesterday with lauren (who else) and got tons of clothes again. that made me happy for about five minutes until i saw a happy couple and became depressed again.
i'm pathetic.
i'm buying my blue contacts today. hoorah. and for once, i really hope i get my period. i give permission for all the guys to now say "ew gross" now.
i'm off to driving school.
"People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway." --Mother Teresa