mzunderstood

Nov 23, 2002 21:53

Friends can be amazingly understanding when someone you care for just walks out of your life taking your heart with him. On the other hand they "think" they re helping but nothing really does. I have this amazing nothing where I once had a life, it's all just that big void needing to be filled and I'm going through the motions devoid of feeling or thinking. It's all pure reaction, the alarm cloc goes off
WHACK!...reaction...
getup
shower
get dressed
eat? screw that.
coffee
makeup
shoes
blahness... scary when your life looses all purpose and meaning. So here I am back at that point where theres just me and I have to relearn being alone again.
"G"
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