Shocked and Surprised
I cant say I didnt try, hell I really did. I feel like cursing the whole world out right now and I dont even know where to begin. Im havin like the worst week ever. The white gurl in me wanna cry and the black ghetto gurl wants to just punch something or someone. Hell im so mad that my arms are tingling as I type.
Yesterday morning I was sick and throwing up, I guess my hangover came a day late. Or was it because I drank too much milk (yea Im lactose intolerant)? Well anyways my g-paw had this crazy idea that i was pregnant, so he drags me to walgreens and we get a test and I come home and whoop de whoop. Well he takes away my phone and I cant make or recieve any calls, until this whole mess is over. So when the thing comes back not preggers, he still flips askin me what have I been doin to bein such a mess. Then my granmother whom I love told him I probably was sick from the milk, she saw me drinking it. So then I get my phone back only to recieve a lecture about the birds and the bees and I better be careful or I might end up with child. I just wanted to scream out I cant get preggers cuz girls cant get me pregnant, but I couldnt. SMH I feel like im back in middle school again frustrated and mad and wantin to do something destructive.
So instead of callin people and cursin them out I just wen tot my room and cleaned up. My g-rents leave and there is a knock at the door. Now we all have keys so Im really wonderin who the heck that is at the door. Its my ex, lawd the drama queen/king I cant remember the name I gave on on here but she is mentioned on here. Well someone who saw me at my grandfathers place or Carringtons (the ghetto club/bar) told her I was back and she came to my house. We get into this big ole arguement because I dont want her in my life. She is crazy and unstable and I cant deal with that. I had to call the police and file a restrainin order against her ass. I swear the next person I meet in the club Ima just walk off. Females are loco!!!!!!!!
Speakin of which I finally got the computer hooked up, only for it to be taken away. My gpaw dont want me tyin up a telephone line he doesnt even use. So it will be rare when u see me online. Not that it matters cuz I really dont write in here that often. But I am sad though cuz I miss certain poepl on me aim and yahoo im list that I cant really call you know?
Oh yea the other day I tried to write a entry about this chick I met and mentioned but I dint go into any details in my previous entry. Well Ima call her Maurice cuz I dont want to out her like that but if she readin this she knows why and who she is. Well I met Maurice like end of May right as I was packin and on my way to Houston, and we had like these great yahoo chats. Well I started feelin her she felt me and I gave her my numberf with promises of a phone call. Never got that phone call. I felt like a BUG A BOO (lol) askin why i never got a call and I always got excuses. Well finally she gave me her number and we talked about it. Come to find out she was goin through some relationship problems and didnt want to include me in her drama and at the time she was look for a FUCK BUDDY and she didnt want to degrade me like that. She was genuinely interested in me. Well we eneded up on the phone alll day alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll day and it was a good convo. I dont want to get off the phone but I did and ever since then I havent called back. My fault I know but I had to deal with the drama here first and then take care of bussiness with school. Which it so happens we will be goin to the same school TSU. Well today I get on lj to wirte my post and I come across hers. Well it seems that she is mad at me and thinks that im iggin her which inst the case. But I see she has a new female friend. It kinda hurts to see she can move on that fast but Im aight. Im goin to make it after all lol. Im jsut tired of meetin people who dont understand, that jump to conclusions and dont take the time out to read inbetween the lines. Hell I even told her what happened to me and she claimed she understood but its obvious she didnt. I wish her the best of luck with her new girl though or whatever she is. Ima take my big ole heart and climb into a cave and become a hermit.
Also I know u see those pix below this entry. Thats me and Starruh-Beezie when she cam to Houston. We were at Trenices house and that when Starruh got all drunk off a wine cooler. A half of a half lol we were all in the camera actin an ass. Lol they came out cute Thank You Starrh I love them. U always hookin my page up. Well Im tyin up the phone line so I gotta go maybe later
Yesterday morning I was sick and throwing up, I guess my hangover came a day late. Or was it because I drank too much milk (yea Im lactose intolerant)? Well anyways my g-paw had this crazy idea that i was pregnant, so he drags me to walgreens and we get a test and I come home and whoop de whoop. Well he takes away my phone and I cant make or recieve any calls, until this whole mess is over. So when the thing comes back not preggers, he still flips askin me what have I been doin to bein such a mess. Then my granmother whom I love told him I probably was sick from the milk, she saw me drinking it. So then I get my phone back only to recieve a lecture about the birds and the bees and I better be careful or I might end up with child. I just wanted to scream out I cant get preggers cuz girls cant get me pregnant, but I couldnt. SMH I feel like im back in middle school again frustrated and mad and wantin to do something destructive.
So instead of callin people and cursin them out I just wen tot my room and cleaned up. My g-rents leave and there is a knock at the door. Now we all have keys so Im really wonderin who the heck that is at the door. Its my ex, lawd the drama queen/king I cant remember the name I gave on on here but she is mentioned on here. Well someone who saw me at my grandfathers place or Carringtons (the ghetto club/bar) told her I was back and she came to my house. We get into this big ole arguement because I dont want her in my life. She is crazy and unstable and I cant deal with that. I had to call the police and file a restrainin order against her ass. I swear the next person I meet in the club Ima just walk off. Females are loco!!!!!!!!
Speakin of which I finally got the computer hooked up, only for it to be taken away. My gpaw dont want me tyin up a telephone line he doesnt even use. So it will be rare when u see me online. Not that it matters cuz I really dont write in here that often. But I am sad though cuz I miss certain poepl on me aim and yahoo im list that I cant really call you know?
Oh yea the other day I tried to write a entry about this chick I met and mentioned but I dint go into any details in my previous entry. Well Ima call her Maurice cuz I dont want to out her like that but if she readin this she knows why and who she is. Well I met Maurice like end of May right as I was packin and on my way to Houston, and we had like these great yahoo chats. Well I started feelin her she felt me and I gave her my numberf with promises of a phone call. Never got that phone call. I felt like a BUG A BOO (lol) askin why i never got a call and I always got excuses. Well finally she gave me her number and we talked about it. Come to find out she was goin through some relationship problems and didnt want to include me in her drama and at the time she was look for a FUCK BUDDY and she didnt want to degrade me like that. She was genuinely interested in me. Well we eneded up on the phone alll day alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll day and it was a good convo. I dont want to get off the phone but I did and ever since then I havent called back. My fault I know but I had to deal with the drama here first and then take care of bussiness with school. Which it so happens we will be goin to the same school TSU. Well today I get on lj to wirte my post and I come across hers. Well it seems that she is mad at me and thinks that im iggin her which inst the case. But I see she has a new female friend. It kinda hurts to see she can move on that fast but Im aight. Im goin to make it after all lol. Im jsut tired of meetin people who dont understand, that jump to conclusions and dont take the time out to read inbetween the lines. Hell I even told her what happened to me and she claimed she understood but its obvious she didnt. I wish her the best of luck with her new girl though or whatever she is. Ima take my big ole heart and climb into a cave and become a hermit.
Also I know u see those pix below this entry. Thats me and Starruh-Beezie when she cam to Houston. We were at Trenices house and that when Starruh got all drunk off a wine cooler. A half of a half lol we were all in the camera actin an ass. Lol they came out cute Thank You Starrh I love them. U always hookin my page up. Well Im tyin up the phone line so I gotta go maybe later