Sighzzzzz

Aug 15, 2005 21:22

Ok my heart is heavy, well not heavy so to say but I just got alot on my mind. Aight peep this, I have a friend named Shira and she lives in Waco. Aight now when I was in Waco this hoe was MIA, and like when she finally got back to me I was back in Houston. So anyways shes askin me why was I in Waco and I told her to see a friend. And then I broke down the whole story and told her everything that happened. She claimed she didnt know Blu or Jay (Blus bestfriend) and that was that. Now Im on downelink and she sayd omg I knwo blu and Jay they went to this high school and I saw Jay at the club blah blah blah. I was like wow Waco aint that big, you just now figurin out who they were. Anywho I dont want to talk about Blu cuz she doesnt exsist to me anymore. Then she send sme a note back sayin something to the effect of she was grimey for puttin her hands on you Ima tell me homegurl cuz she been talkin to her all this time. So Im like whooaaaaaaa. No wonder we really didnt go anywhere becuase this gurl was tryin to hide me from her gf. Not that it mattered cua we werent together we were friends, but why did she have to lie??? I didnt want her like that, thats why I stomped on, so why did she feel the need to try and play me?? So now it has me thinkin like what the fuck did I get beat on for if you had a gurl ready and willin to give u whatever u wanted, am I right or wrong? So now Im not even sad or depressed anymore Im just plain ole angry, naw pissed the fuck off. So Ima tell Shira to tell her friend that Blu beats on gurls and she needs to watch her back.

Aight man I just read my gurl lj. I tell you that gurl there knows how to make me smile even when we not talkin. She just brightens my dayum day. I mean ok maybe I place her upon this high pedestal but I mean thats my boo. She been there through alot and I really appreciate that. Shoot she been there throught the worst and the best, seen the good and the ugly, and she still loves me through all my flaws. And its sooo funny cuz when I was single no one wanted me, but now that I have her they all sendin email and notes. Lol and its been dudes and gurls, this is hilarious. Right now Im feelin Mike Jones wit that back then song. Cuz back then they didnt want me now Im hot they all on me. Lol but anyways seriously back in my old days I wouldve been like yea sure I dont care because what she dont know wont hurt her. But now if I think I would get mad behind it I wont do it to her. I would put myself in her shoes and then just chill. Shoot I love this gurl so much I dont even want to mess this up. She be checkin my notes and respond to some of them, its so sexy when u share shyt with yo gurl. BOO I love you. Well I gotta go cuz Im gettin fussed at about my sleepin habits Ima be back later on that

i said back then they didnt want me.....

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