Jun 05, 2012 10:26
Nothing illustrates to me how out of shape I am more than babysitting my youngest grandkids. I'm winded and worn out after only 2 hours. I remember when my four older kids were this age... and then one. Amy was 7, Adam 5, Lisa 2, and Katy was brand new. Yet those were great times, and I remember having much more energy at 30 than I do now at almost 55. Twenty five years makes a big difference, I suppose, but I KNOW that most of this is that I've abandoned my diet and 'wellness' routine from last year. I felt great.... depression in check, energy high, etc. All from simply avoiding processed foods, especially sugar and wheat. I didn't give up dairy then, but I'm sure I need to at least cut way back... I can feel the phlegm starting within minutes of consuming any dairy, and now even sugar or pasta/gluten has that affect.
So knowing that, you would think I would avoid those foods and return to the foods that made me feel so good. I had enough energy to do yoga, or walk, even a sprint occasionally, without feeling like I was going to have a heart attack! I've been trying harder this week, and with a bit more success than I have in months, only to impulsively grab a bag of donuts on my way to babysitting this AM. *sigh*
I sleep like crap, much of which is due to the lumpy and sagging stack of mattresses I currently use for a bed. Another problem that was non existent when I was eating wisely. Then on top of that the leaking basement, due to some odd combination of a plumbing problem in the upstairs bathroom shower and the rain... we haven't been able to ID that.
In short, I'm bummed. And the baby just woke up.