May 06, 2012 23:00
now THIS feels right. Like coming home. Not sure if I care if anyone sees what I write... after all, ppl here are REAL friends... not FB whatevers.
Depression sucks even more than love. Love only sucks when it's all out of balance. And hard to balance when the woolly darkness is pulled over my life, blanket smothering sluggishness.
In the long run, the journal is the best med. Speaking of meds, after 10 years of taking Effexor xr... it just doesn't seem to be working anymore. Trying Abilify with it, but not really helping either, and seem to be sinking deeper into the foggy murky paralysis.
Sigh.
People. Places. Ideas. Energy. I need them.