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man jonathan got outdoor =\ i got pissed afterskool tday bcus i was posed ta take him home nd he was nowhere 2 be found. so w/e then he told me he got outdoor 4 fighting. and hes not online. i hope hes ok =\
skoOl was ok yesterday and today. the rest of this year is gonna be slack as hell. this week thursday no skool. next thursday early release then the next thursday and friday no skool. then we come bak for december and guess wut?? we onli hav like two weeks cus then after its xmas vacation =) wut wut! lol we get progress reports next week. i think my grades are gonna be low since im slacking! sign language ive been getting bak bad test grades. w/e i dont know wut she signs sumtimes cus its shit i dont remember. drafting physical science and english are still good. but personal fitness and math r gonna be bad =\ i lost my folder for personal fitness.. oopsie lol. and yah thats alot of grades. =\ and math.. i got an F on one of the quizzes. so hm yah bad.
my friends are doing ok too. i love all my friends so much <3 tday i was in the car with my sister and we were talking bout Lisa dying. and we both got chylls and i wanted to cry. i dont want to loose my friends. i already sed this in the last entry. but yu jus dont understand. i love my friends so much. and my family too. jus the thot of seeing sum1 one minute and then the next they arent even there. jus think that yu`ll never be able 2 see that person or talk 2 them again. theres no way. i dont know how to xplain this 2 yu guys. but man I LOVE YU. jus wanted 2 let yu know =( be careful yu guys. live life to the fullest but be safe. <3 dont hold grudges against no1. dont leave yur house being in a fite with yur parents or yur brothers or sisters. yu never know wens the last time yur gonna see them <3 Frank scared the CRAP out of me cus wen me nd my sister were on our way home. she was calling my parents 2 tell them we were going. but they didnt pick up. then at the same time that was going on, frank txts me saying "why are there cops at yur krib?" man so many things ran thru my mind in jus 10 seconds. omg. i thot of my brother getting ran over or mayb sum1 had kidnapped him or my cuzin. or sumthing had happend 2 my parents. omg. nd i told my sister nd she went KRAZii. omg i got so scared cus she was driving and she didnt know wut 2 do. so i called frank nd i was like "how many cops?!?" nd hes like "10" then i go "STOP BRO 4REAL!!" nd hes like "1 and there was alot of kids outside" bro my heart fucking dropped 2 the floor. i wanted 2 cry. i jus thot of my brother. and then my sis kept calling my neighbor nd it was that sum old guy fell in front of my house. AHHH wut a relief <3
man i made a real big mistake in sending emilio that text saying i hated him. i think hes REAL pissed off at me now =( w/e im finally letting go. but i hate ending things with a fite. we`re always fighting. i hate it so much. AH w/e i gotta deal with it. gotta move on. but the thing is winter reminds me of him. like 2 years ago i was sooo depressed. man crying all the time. kraziii. =\ but im glad that rite now hes not a concern at all. i dont think about him and none of my best friends bring him up anymore. i dont ever hear his name. hes never on my mind. good thing rite?
guess wut jonathan sed he was JK. ima fuck him up! =x lmao i swear if hes kidding.. ohhhhhhhhh wow. w/e here are the pixs i promised!!
omg i hate this pik but oh well lol. thats me and jonathan on friday nite. in the car..
Jonathan =)
me and Julien at the bbq on saturday. jus in case yu guys dont know who julien is,
its my sisters xbf. hes like my brother i love him so much <3
julien and my sister
Julien cooking lol
thats it im outt! <3