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I want to go crawl in my bed & cry. Not sleep, just cry. I want to call him up & listen to his voice. I just want to call him up & have him tell me jokes about his day, hear his casual sarcasm, & laugh until I can't stand it anymore & then go jump on a plane. Then once I get off I just want him to be there & hug me. Let me stand there & cry while he just holds me.