badd day

[mzsexxyrachel]

so todai was me and freddies 2 months.. horrible day... i ended up in the ER cuz i was supose to go horseback riding wit kristina but on da way there i got these really bad chest pains. i had to pull over and call 911 the parametics, ambulance, and firetruck came lol. took me to the hospital in Acton. were i got an ekg and blood tests and a x ray .. i was there for 4 hours. ends up i have inflamation of the breast bone or somethin that can be braught on my excersizing or tension or somethin.. but they said i should be fine. then ive been fightin allll day wit freddie.. i donno it was a baad day.. i feel sick. and stressed. but i think things wit me and freddie are ok rite now.. i donno.. i love him and i dont wanna leave him but god sumtimes i think im crazy for stayin lol. i guess love makes u do CRAZY things lol.

so i have my job interview tom wish me luck!!!

Rachel