pissed

[mzsexxyrachel]

why do ppl have to make life so difficult. why cant they just make up there mind and keep it that way. i fuckin hate gettin my feelings tossed back and forth. its amazing how ppl push others away that just wanna be there friend. i never thought it would b so hard to be friends wit a person. or someone could be soo against a friendship. and i love how everyone has to lie about everything and especailly about there feelinsg like why did u feel the need to LIE about the way u were FEELING!!?? if u are so godamn miserable being friends wit me then why did u string me along this long saying that u love me and all this b.s. why cant anyone fight to b my friend?? why cant anyone just stick by ppl thro thick and thin?? why cant anyone b a REAL goddamn friend its not that hard. ive been doin it my whole life so has mio and some other real friends of mine. how can u just push everyone that actually might CARE about u away and then say its b/c u dont wanna bring drama to MY life. the only drama ur bringin is when u do this stupid ass bullshitttss. WHY CANT GUYS MAKE UP THERE MIND AND KEEP IT THAT WAY!!!????? mio u kno what im talkin about LOL ...

one of these days im just gonna loose it and strangle someone lol.

Rachel