Mar 03, 2009 19:35
Hmm..
Well, I am trying to make some changes in my life that will hopefully turn out positivly. Taking control of how my life is working out is my main goal. I realized I spend too much time making my plans around what other people want. What I want always gets put second. I need to start doing what I WANT. If things aren't working out the way I would like, I have to find new paths to getting what I would like. I have to be open to opportunity, instead of afraid of change. My constant fear of change has held me back a lot. I have been stressed out because I am doing some things that are shaking up the normal routine of my life... but I think when things settle I will be satisfied with the results... I just have to make it to the point where things settle without having a nervous break down.