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So I got off work like 2 hours ago and I've been sitting at home doing nothing.. It kinda sucks when you have like no friends... But whatever, work sucked, it was my last day in Tukwila, starting Monday I am back at Capital Hill again. There was too much drama in Tukwila and I need to get back on my feet, literally. Sitting all day takes a big toll on my body.. The last few weeks have been kind of lame. I've been really depressed and nothing seems to help. But thats the breaks
Monday is going to be 10 years since my mom has been dead. Who knew I would make it this far.. I sure the hell didnt think I would make it this far. I feel like little has been accomplished. I feel more bitter and angry than I ever had. I feel like I have a heart of stone, but I dont care. This is probably why I have lack of friends but hey i'm awkward and I'm not really down with too many social situations.
I need a hobby like I dont know drugs or something, lol. No shit I come home every night, watch Scrubs reruns, eat pizza rolls, and fuck around on the internet. What a fucking exciting life. Nothing amusing or amazing happens anymore.. I'm in a fucking loop. I'm broke and depressed. I feel like I should have accomplished more. But we all know I've lost my potential and luster. Sucks getting old.
My car is on the near brink of death. The passenger seat belt broke, I'm still driving it with pliers, and the back window is missing. But I find it utterly stupid to put any money in that worthless car. I wish someone would steal and torch it. Then I can get some stupid money and buy a different one.
This mean and irritated rant was brought to you by the letter "O" and the number "4"
Monday is going to be 10 years since my mom has been dead. Who knew I would make it this far.. I sure the hell didnt think I would make it this far. I feel like little has been accomplished. I feel more bitter and angry than I ever had. I feel like I have a heart of stone, but I dont care. This is probably why I have lack of friends but hey i'm awkward and I'm not really down with too many social situations.
I need a hobby like I dont know drugs or something, lol. No shit I come home every night, watch Scrubs reruns, eat pizza rolls, and fuck around on the internet. What a fucking exciting life. Nothing amusing or amazing happens anymore.. I'm in a fucking loop. I'm broke and depressed. I feel like I should have accomplished more. But we all know I've lost my potential and luster. Sucks getting old.
My car is on the near brink of death. The passenger seat belt broke, I'm still driving it with pliers, and the back window is missing. But I find it utterly stupid to put any money in that worthless car. I wish someone would steal and torch it. Then I can get some stupid money and buy a different one.
This mean and irritated rant was brought to you by the letter "O" and the number "4"