I'm stoned
I thought Dan was here but guess not...
I'm really stoned, and I just got home from hangin with pikakyosei Damn Oseao, people have weed and I smoke it. Muawhahaha, Sorry a litte weird. Well, the flyers come tomorrow hooray!! I cant wait :) Sorry, really stoned right now, cant think soo quickly....
But anyways, my tire blew yesterday, and my dad got me a new one. My dad is super cool when hes not around his wife, and it angers me cause he's always around her, and she makes him evil. So, getting to spend time with him without her, is so precious, then we can enjoy things together and he's not rushed or not paying attention.. its great.. reminds me of the old times...
Me and Dan went to his aunt's funeral on Tuesday and it was extremely depressing, I was too upset to see the majority of it, I dont do well with funerals, the one before that, was my mothers, and that one was terrible, I saw the flowers and I broke down in tears. Dan's uncle, Joe, was sooo sad, he lost his wife, his soulmate. I could never know what it feels like to lose a soulmate, I bet it would be an never ending feeling of saddness, I'd probably kill myself...knowing me. And I couldnt bear to see him because he looked so empty.. and alone... Mah
I cant talk about that is makes me sad...:( So, I'll talk about being stoned some more.. Its actually quite numbing, thats what I like about it. You are numb to physical, emotional, and social feelings, and things dont phase you.. Its quite nice in my opinion.. I know my typing is impaired and my stories and writings dont make sense, but hey, I'm happy.. Also, I get good ideas when I'm stoned, like selling shirts at raves, well big ones, that had the party name on it, and the lineup on the back, kinda a memento, from the party.. Just any idea, they sell shirts like that at concerts, why not raves??
Well, I'm going to quit typing, things are going to start sounding wierd, if I dont stop, so ta-ta for now...
I'm really stoned, and I just got home from hangin with pikakyosei Damn Oseao, people have weed and I smoke it. Muawhahaha, Sorry a litte weird. Well, the flyers come tomorrow hooray!! I cant wait :) Sorry, really stoned right now, cant think soo quickly....
But anyways, my tire blew yesterday, and my dad got me a new one. My dad is super cool when hes not around his wife, and it angers me cause he's always around her, and she makes him evil. So, getting to spend time with him without her, is so precious, then we can enjoy things together and he's not rushed or not paying attention.. its great.. reminds me of the old times...
Me and Dan went to his aunt's funeral on Tuesday and it was extremely depressing, I was too upset to see the majority of it, I dont do well with funerals, the one before that, was my mothers, and that one was terrible, I saw the flowers and I broke down in tears. Dan's uncle, Joe, was sooo sad, he lost his wife, his soulmate. I could never know what it feels like to lose a soulmate, I bet it would be an never ending feeling of saddness, I'd probably kill myself...knowing me. And I couldnt bear to see him because he looked so empty.. and alone... Mah
I cant talk about that is makes me sad...:( So, I'll talk about being stoned some more.. Its actually quite numbing, thats what I like about it. You are numb to physical, emotional, and social feelings, and things dont phase you.. Its quite nice in my opinion.. I know my typing is impaired and my stories and writings dont make sense, but hey, I'm happy.. Also, I get good ideas when I'm stoned, like selling shirts at raves, well big ones, that had the party name on it, and the lineup on the back, kinda a memento, from the party.. Just any idea, they sell shirts like that at concerts, why not raves??
Well, I'm going to quit typing, things are going to start sounding wierd, if I dont stop, so ta-ta for now...