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[mzmysterie]

warnings and advice mean nothing
caution can only do so much
reason and sanity have no place in the heart
tears express what words cannot
but eyes are notorious liars

my body feels like a disease
fed by a sickness in my heart
where is a cure?
there must be one
or humanity would not have survived

even as i was breaking apart inside
i just wanted to lie with you
feel your chest rise and fall beneath my head
but that's no way to end it all
so i settled for a goodbye kiss

when my eyes are red and wet
and my chest is too tight to breath
numbness comes as a mixed blessing
because it doesn't help me forget
my fantasy that turned into a nightmare

there is no resolution to be found
no graceful bowing and exiting the stage
just an abandonned domain
and the emptiness spills out as tears
just and abadonned domain overflowing