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wow! i haven't been here in a while and so much has happened to me ,let me wrap it up real quick, my nephew admitted to me that he's gay, which in the Caribbean is not a good thing , it is a death sentence once the word has spread that he is in fact gay, i went through so much stress with that , because i wanted to defend him against certain peoples, but yet in my eyes i felt that his homosexuality is wrong ...why is it that we treat strangers better than we do our family , if a random person says he/she is gay , we accept that and move on , when we find out that a relative is gay ,we are ready to cast the first stone. So anyway , he got kicked out of his mother's house and then he stayed by my brother's for a while and then he had to leave , but he's staying in an apartment, i feel as if he's going to self destruct by doing prostitution or being suicidal.
next:my boyfriend is going to be in canada for school for 2-3 yrs , and it sucks because i have been with him for 2 yrs now , and he's already trying to keep distance between the both of us ,he's been so distant that i get really lonely and sometimes find myself flirting with guys that i have no interest in , it kinda brings up my self esteem, but it also feels like i'm emotionally cheating on my man. I HATE THIS PART!
Next: so yesterday i got my tongue pierced and I DO NOT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS THAT ISH HURTS. my tongue is a little bit swollen right now , and I swear if by the 3rd day and i'm still in discomfort , i'm taking this shit out!i haven't taken any pics as yet , because i'm too miserable to try . It's so weird , i'd be eating and then i'd feel the ball thinking it's food and i'd try to send the ball to the side of my mouth so i can chew , and then it hurts:( but i never really get to bite down on it , it's just moving it makes it sore.
well there's so much more i need to talk about but panadols are calling my name...deuces
next:my boyfriend is going to be in canada for school for 2-3 yrs , and it sucks because i have been with him for 2 yrs now , and he's already trying to keep distance between the both of us ,he's been so distant that i get really lonely and sometimes find myself flirting with guys that i have no interest in , it kinda brings up my self esteem, but it also feels like i'm emotionally cheating on my man. I HATE THIS PART!
Next: so yesterday i got my tongue pierced and I DO NOT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS THAT ISH HURTS. my tongue is a little bit swollen right now , and I swear if by the 3rd day and i'm still in discomfort , i'm taking this shit out!i haven't taken any pics as yet , because i'm too miserable to try . It's so weird , i'd be eating and then i'd feel the ball thinking it's food and i'd try to send the ball to the side of my mouth so i can chew , and then it hurts:( but i never really get to bite down on it , it's just moving it makes it sore.
well there's so much more i need to talk about but panadols are calling my name...deuces