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Jun 23, 2006 19:02

Ok so my last post was basically a vent. Those of you who know me well, know I would never commit suicide ( Read more... )

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kissliss June 24 2006, 04:39:37 UTC
I've kept from commenting, because I didn't think it was my place to say anything, but let me tell you something. It's your decision. When I was pregnant a while back, the only decision I had come to was to not keep it. We both decided it. But the same thing happened to me. I actually went to the appointment, and they turned me away, because it turned out I was having twins, and they wanted to give me some time to think about it. We decided that it was best to keep it, but we didn't really want to. And I think that deep down, the babies knew that they weren't wholeheartedly wanted, and that is why I miscarried almost into my 3rd month, which is really rare.

It's easy now that you've had it in you for a long time to change your mind, but don't let that change your decision. Make a list. Think of all the things that would happen if you did keep it. Think of the the way you would feel if you didnt.

Make the decision based on what you're feeling. If you want to keep it now, so the fuck what. It's your decision. We're all human beings, and we're allowed to change our minds. If you feel like you don't want to, so the fuck what. Thats the best decision for you.

Whatever you do, keep me informed. Fuck Ray, and whomever else decides to put their two cents. Its all up to you.

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