So I finally have a B/f....what's wrong with me now?
So I have a boyfriend now, but I'm not happy. I mean we were friends for the school year and some of the summa, but that's all. I didn't ever think of him as a boyfriend. We've been going out for about 4 days and I want out already. I dunno, maybe I hooked up with him just because. He calls me all the time. And when I say all the time, I cannot stress that enough. I liked him for a few days then stopped, then I liked him again, now I don't. I don't know what to do. I think I wanna be single again instead of tied down. I mean he's a cool dude and all, but I don't think he's on my level yet ya know? Well anyways my friend says I should tell him how I feel and break it off with him. I wish it was that easy. I mean 4 days is a really short time. I don't wanna hurt his feelings. But I'd rather me and him just be friends. I was thinking maybe I should wait till after school starts so he wouldn't think I'm leaving him for one of my boys on the side. Yes I have boys on the side, but I'm kinda ignoring them right now. He kinda knows I have dudes on the side but not fully, cuz he thinks me and them are chill right now while we're together. We'll just keep that hush. I'm sooo confused! Why can't life be easier?! Well anywayz I went to the mall today, and I went to payless, and they got some really cute shoes today. I wanted these shoes, they were black slip on's and these other tennis shoes, they were so cute, black and white. I think I want both. lol. I really need to quit buying shoes. I just bought a pair of $40 Fubu shoes a few days ago. But these shoes are $14 for the shoes and about $16 for the tennis shoes. If I can have both, I'll be really happy. But I need to find shoes that aren't slip on so I can wear them to school. Oh yea and I went to the mall with my friend and my b/f today. lol. I really need advice on that situation. Really soon.