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Well damn its been a while since i've written & i have soooooooooo much to talk about. Lets see, i had the Choir banquet & received the highest award possible: National School Choral Award, plus section leader in show & concert choir. It was really exciting b/c i finally know my hard work in 2 choirs for the past 3 years paid off. Then there was the last day of school, that was hard as hell. I didnt cry until choir b/c honestly, that was my life, my home base. W/o Choir & drama i wouldnt have had much of a life in school. Its really hard to know that this was my last year w/ the ppl who i've been acting/singing with since i was little. But, i think its easier to bare knowing that i'll be doing this next year. Any way, i got to take a lot of pics on the last day that i just got back. A major plus was the fact that TTurner picked me up to hug me on the last day. Oh yea i got picked up which means my ass isnt fat any more & it was by a hottie :) I know i'm silly! That night was the ITS inductions & i received best featured actor in a musical & the paper plate award for Dr. Ruth aka sex doctor :) Prom was that Tuesday & it was sooooo fun. My group pissed me off cuz they got the limo to come 2 the house @ 8 when prom started @ 7 but whatever i gave up & stopped fighting it. I went wit my boy AJ who i now think is pissed @ me cuz he's been an ass ever since prom. I invited 7 ppl in my group of 16 to sleep over, my rents know them thats why it was only 7. But that ended up not bein the best thing b/c the other half of the group, especially my boy D were pissed @ me. He was pissed b/c i told his boys i didnt like his g/f, which i dont. My thought is, i can be friends wit someone & not like or be friends wit their friends/partner. But i guess thats not how it works in everyone elses world b/c i'm havin the same problem wit Davey but we'll come back to him later. So any way, Chris, Amanda, Jill, Tony, Emeka, & Brittany slept over & it was tight accept for the fact that Chris & Amanda were gettin all "mushy" the whole night. I cant really hate cuz i know what its like to have that shit happen. The day after prom mom & i drove to Mt. Pleasant to stay w/ Aunt Jane & Uncle Dick b/c i had CMU orientation the next day. Orientation was sooo tight, i was part of the green group which consisted of about 26 ppl. We had to learn the lingo in the bulletin then we played "get to know you" games. After we got to choose a course to go & learn about, i choose the multicultural course. A lot of the ppl up there knew me cuz of Julie & Jason. The green group's guide was this football player who was hella tight & this girlie. The we had to go w/ the group of ppl who were under the same general program, i went with the brocasting, music, basically the artsey ppl. The we broke up into our majors so i went wit the drama ppl b/c no one was there specifically for musical theater. i got to walk around & see all the offices & theaters. It definatly solidified my faith in CMU's program. I know its the perfect place for me to be. After choosing my classes mom & i drove home for the honors convocation. It was long & boring but i got to stand up a lot b/c of my scholarships & awards. Since then i had graduation on Sunday. Mom, dad, Jason, Julie, Rico, Grandparents, Auntie Bert & Aunt Jane all came & cheered for me. Davey was supposed to come but he thought he would feel uncomfortable b/c he knows my fam isnt too pleased w/ him. So lets rewind & talk about a couple of really positive things/people in my life. Last Monday (Memorial Day) Julie & Rico had a bbq w/ LOTS of ppl @ their house so they told me to invite someone. I thought about it & figured it would be a great chance to see Derrick again & chill w/ him. Luckly he came & we had lots of fun, actually i think he had fun laughing @ me while i played w/ lil kids on the floor. But any way, we ended up going to the movies after then to icecream. I was an hour late for curfew b/c we were sittin in my drive way talkin for an hour & a half. . . yes. . .all we were doing is talking! Then Friday he came home from MSU & we went to the movies again (seems to be a trend) & saw Harry Potter. It was a really good movie & i had a lot of fun accept it was cold like whoa whoa in the theater. But its all good cuz Derrick kept me warm. Then we chilled in the car for a lil bit & JUST TALKED, which was hella tight cuz he is so fun to talk to & get to know. Then he walked me to the door, kissed good night & left. We've talked basically every day since then & its been nice. I dont know if its gonna go anywhere but its fun just takin it day to day, not planning of focusing on the future & tryin to figure shit out. Next week on Tuesday ima go to MSU to chill wit D for the day :) Positive person #2 is Jason, he came home from Ecuador on Friday & its been amazing having him here. We've talked a lot & he seems like the Jason i knew b4 he left, not the US/Religion hating Jason that's been appearing the past couple of times. Its ultimatly been a good end of the year. So i said i'd tell the Davey saga but ya know what, i dont want to right now. After writing about all the amazing events/ppl in my life i dont need to bring myself down by talkin bout the shitty things btwn Day & me. But i will say this, his "girl" Jana (real original name) is comin on Friday/Saturday & stayin wit him for a few days. The funny thing is, i thought that i would be really mad but the more & more i think about it, the more i'm glad she is b/c i want Day to be happy & i know she'll make him so. Plus, i have such a grea time w/ Derrick that the shit Davey does doesnt bother me so much any more. Ima take that as a sign that i'm gettin over. . . who knows. I'm just goin on w/ life & trying to enjoy the little time God gave me. So i guess thats all I have to share tonight. Life's been pretty eventful lately but in a good way. I jus thank God for all the opportunities i've had & all the ppl who have been placed in my life to help me grow.