Please Help!!!
I'm ditching skool today...cuz i'm upset. I'm actually bout to withdrawl from tha skool. It's a waste of my fucking time and hard earned money. my instructor is so retarted and tha class is so fucking unorganized, unstructured and outta fuckin control. she takes roll at 6pm when we're supposed to be there at 5:45...then we leave at 7pm for a 15 min break and they com back 7:30...7:45...8:15 and she wait till they get back to retake roll and continue wit tha lesson. yesterday we had a test and it wuz bad enuff she aint start taking attendance at...6:05...but some students wasn't in class when she started taking attendance cuz they wuz at rehearsal, for a fashion show the skool giving...she aint wanna give tha test and when to search for them...i wuz like "oh hell No!!!" ...let dem stay down there...u wasting my time...and she wuz upset that i didn't want her to get tha other students...okay its 6:15 they knew we had a test today...dis aint elementary school. fuck give dem a ZERO!!! dis kinda shit don't happen in high school. so i went and spoke wit everyone in charge and they said they would move me outta tha class...but the Director said not till monday. so i wont be there...matta fact on friday i'm going up there to withdrawl...cuz it's ridiculous. i shouldn't be penalized cuz otha students aint on they game. otha stuff iz goin wrong too and i need to cut some of it out...people like you aint giving it a chance. WTF...if its fucked up in tha beginning tell me how its gonna get betta...and i aint got time to wait. maybe its becuz im going thru so much...and i just opened my big mouth about a secret...and to tha wrong person...oh boy! i hope it still works out for me. at least my new job iz going okay...i just wish i didnt werk thru this shity ass agency! and im glad i werk in a school...and that i only have one person to worry about. now when i withdrawl from school i can do an afta school program...or volunteer wit YWCA or some kinda big sista program...:) so i decided to spend 3 days up in Rhode Island next mont instead of going just for tha one nite which i wuz suppose to do this weekend...and the person i wuz gonna go wit wont be any fun. i dont have anything in stone yet... but maybe tha 3rd week in october. i also decided that imma let my lil sista peirce my lebret again...this will be tha 3rd time and im cool wit it. tha 1st time i went to tha...tattoo salon...and the 2nd time my sista did it and im letting her do it again. i know it sound so dangerous and unsanitary...but its fine...it wuz fine last time and i made sure. my lip looked like uh watermelon last time and cantaloupe the 1st time...and im sure it will be even betta this time. YES...I KNO IM CRAZY...but who cares!!!! Not me!!!