May 16, 2003 10:46
I'm just sitting in my shop, waiting for something interesting to happen. It's a friday, so there really isn't much to do right now. Our potluck is at 1300 (or 1:pm, for all you non-military folk), and that's probably the only thing that's going to happen today. I was talking to Jas on AIM the other day(and she really seemed like she needed someone to talk to). She's still under the weather from when her friend Sabrina died. I really don't know what it's like to lose a friend. I only know what it's like to lose family, and that's hard enough. I lost my mom when I was eleven, on Thanksgiving day, and my grandfather when I was fifteen, two days before Christmas. Either way, losing someone is awful. I'm really trying to maintain my relationship with Jas because she's one of the only true friends I've got. We've been friends since I was in sixth or seventh grade. We used to do everything together, but since she's in New York and I'm in Florida, we can't do much but talk, and I don't want to lose that too. I only have a select few people in my circle of friends and I like it that way, because the friends I do have like me for me, and they don't lie to me or put me down. They are actually there for me. Well, that's my spiel for now.