Suici---
I've never felt so broken in my whole life... and there's nothing I can do about it, really.
I wish I can be that sturdy pillar in your life...
...but all I'm allowed to do is watch from afar, with my arms, legs, heart -- bound, as you teeter on the edge of sanity. Don't jump, I whisper, but my words do not reach you. Don't hurt yourself, I implore with telling eyes, but you don't meet my gaze.
--- I'd never forgive myself should you decide to take that leap.
Don't push me away; please, hold my hand. I'll guide you to a place that's safe, a place where you don't have to hurt anymore. Please, use me as a crutch; please, do with me what you will --- just don't give up. I beg of you.
It took me this long to find you again; I can't, no-- won't, let you go. Not this time.
I wish I can be that sturdy pillar in your life...
...but all I'm allowed to do is watch from afar, with my arms, legs, heart -- bound, as you teeter on the edge of sanity. Don't jump, I whisper, but my words do not reach you. Don't hurt yourself, I implore with telling eyes, but you don't meet my gaze.
--- I'd never forgive myself should you decide to take that leap.
Don't push me away; please, hold my hand. I'll guide you to a place that's safe, a place where you don't have to hurt anymore. Please, use me as a crutch; please, do with me what you will --- just don't give up. I beg of you.
It took me this long to find you again; I can't, no-- won't, let you go. Not this time.