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so tonight almost didnt happen...but im fucking so glad it did.
tonight was an irrational decision made sometime earlier this week. me, kira, rod, and pj...saturday night...for old times sake. all wekk things changed and shifted, but we stilllll ended up chilling. Picked up at 9...rod driving? weird...then off to bowling. i really had sucha good time, i cant even explain it. everything just felt right, for the first time since the last time i had a good time with rod, kira, and pj...which was so long ago. months and months. just hangin with the 3 of us, like we used to. reminising about old times, just laughing and having fun, no drama, not thinking about all the shit thats gone down over the last year. for some reason, tonight i finally realize everything i want and what i really need. so if tonight was so great...and so enlightening and so perfect...why the fuck am i so upset?
tonight was an irrational decision made sometime earlier this week. me, kira, rod, and pj...saturday night...for old times sake. all wekk things changed and shifted, but we stilllll ended up chilling. Picked up at 9...rod driving? weird...then off to bowling. i really had sucha good time, i cant even explain it. everything just felt right, for the first time since the last time i had a good time with rod, kira, and pj...which was so long ago. months and months. just hangin with the 3 of us, like we used to. reminising about old times, just laughing and having fun, no drama, not thinking about all the shit thats gone down over the last year. for some reason, tonight i finally realize everything i want and what i really need. so if tonight was so great...and so enlightening and so perfect...why the fuck am i so upset?