typical sooo me
guh. i hate that i thought of him the second i woke up this morning. seriously. help me. anyways, working hard now on studying and such. printed out a 21 page summary of the odyssey and tons of other notes too.
i honestly feel like some of the newer people that ive been chilling with lately have had such a positive influence over my views of myself and my aspirations. being around people who have unbelievable goals and work ethics and passions and aspirations really makes me want to completely let the shallow, vapid, superficial side of me die, and let the more intelligent, interested, and passionate side of me truly thrive in a new environment that i need to bring aboutby changes in my personal and social life, not just my educational environment. i think this could be considered an identity crisis of some sorts. probably less severe tho...just a realization i guess. all of this led to a massive meltdown last night, but im better now and just trying to get things in order and decide how to actually take action to make some of these aspirations of mine a reality.
what else? i love you? back to work i guess
i honestly feel like some of the newer people that ive been chilling with lately have had such a positive influence over my views of myself and my aspirations. being around people who have unbelievable goals and work ethics and passions and aspirations really makes me want to completely let the shallow, vapid, superficial side of me die, and let the more intelligent, interested, and passionate side of me truly thrive in a new environment that i need to bring aboutby changes in my personal and social life, not just my educational environment. i think this could be considered an identity crisis of some sorts. probably less severe tho...just a realization i guess. all of this led to a massive meltdown last night, but im better now and just trying to get things in order and decide how to actually take action to make some of these aspirations of mine a reality.
what else? i love you? back to work i guess