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bit of an update here, not much has really happened in my life stil working at coles, enjoying it atm! getting along really well with the majority of the managers there so thats alright! still getting pushed to do my homework and its very very understandable why they are doing it cos they want to see us achieve and get through so we could be a manager one day. im up to my second assignmentand i need microsoft word so i can do it on the computer so if anyone has it can someone PLEASE LET ME BORROW IT PLEASE I BEG OF YOU!you will be helping me majorly! just think you will be helping tara become a manager at coles :D and then i can give you free stuff(not really but ill let you think that:P)
i finally got a mattress for my new queen sized bed so i move out in exactly a week! so scary first time i move out of home without the parents to annoy me! :D its brilliant yet also very scary seeing as though im going to have mature up a bit and take care of myself which is goin to be harder than i wil expect i think!this means i cant get mum to wash my clothes wash my dishes and do all the little iddy biddy bits i get her to do! pwoah its goin to kill me but it will show to me how much of a adult i am! will be good to see how i go ;) at the new house! i got foxtel and and and and ANNNNDD broadband!! im soo totally fukin exited bout that! i get fast download and fast internet and :D yayness!!!! lol :P
still single which totally fucking sucks! i have no interest in anyone atm which also fuckin sucks, buti think im just plain and simple over likeing people cos i end up getting hurt by it, so im giving up good and proper to ever finding someone special for me, it wont happen in the near future if ever.
on the upside i haven't been in my depressive moods of late which is good! i have been in just one over the last couple of months which is brilliant for me, seeing as though i used to be in one one every week! i dont know what in my life has changed but obviously its better than what it was before.
personal gains is that i believe i have more confidence to defend myself when someone is talkin to me disrespectfully. iused to never be able to stick up for myself and now i believe im starting to defend myself which is mainly to do with my best mate simon! (thanks kiddo even though you dont go on the net hehe)
nothing much else has happened so ill leave it at that
love you all my lovely friends
O O O IM SO HAPPY FO YOU JUZZZY WUZZY MY COOLEST EVEREST BUDDY :D
love love
rara
peace out
i finally got a mattress for my new queen sized bed so i move out in exactly a week! so scary first time i move out of home without the parents to annoy me! :D its brilliant yet also very scary seeing as though im going to have mature up a bit and take care of myself which is goin to be harder than i wil expect i think!this means i cant get mum to wash my clothes wash my dishes and do all the little iddy biddy bits i get her to do! pwoah its goin to kill me but it will show to me how much of a adult i am! will be good to see how i go ;) at the new house! i got foxtel and and and and ANNNNDD broadband!! im soo totally fukin exited bout that! i get fast download and fast internet and :D yayness!!!! lol :P
still single which totally fucking sucks! i have no interest in anyone atm which also fuckin sucks, buti think im just plain and simple over likeing people cos i end up getting hurt by it, so im giving up good and proper to ever finding someone special for me, it wont happen in the near future if ever.
on the upside i haven't been in my depressive moods of late which is good! i have been in just one over the last couple of months which is brilliant for me, seeing as though i used to be in one one every week! i dont know what in my life has changed but obviously its better than what it was before.
personal gains is that i believe i have more confidence to defend myself when someone is talkin to me disrespectfully. iused to never be able to stick up for myself and now i believe im starting to defend myself which is mainly to do with my best mate simon! (thanks kiddo even though you dont go on the net hehe)
nothing much else has happened so ill leave it at that
love you all my lovely friends
O O O IM SO HAPPY FO YOU JUZZZY WUZZY MY COOLEST EVEREST BUDDY :D
love love
rara
peace out