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Another wave to hit is coming up. I found out on Monday if were affected, we'll get emails letting us know our status of employment. I hope to GOD I'm safe. This will also be the first time the office will close for Christmas. First time in 8 years.
I have a problem. I don't know why I'm not happy for people. Not all, there are some people but rarely that I'm happy for. When I am, I am sincere bout it. When I hear about friends or relatives who have sucky ass relationships and they try to make it sound good or whatever I just don't care to hear it. My cousin is in lala land. her shit boyfriend (father of 2 of hers) graduated from nursing yesterday. So fuckin what is all I thought. She says she has nothing to complain about and is wanting to go all out for Thanksgiving dinner. My daughter says I'm a hater. I probably am but I'm rarely happy for anyone, especially if the girl has complained so much about the guy and I see how he has hurt her. I want to be a happy person but I grew up so much negativity too and not I'm bitter. I read, "Act how you want to feel". Simply put. I like to be happy and laughing but why can't I be happy for folks that have been screwed over. I can't seem to put myself on Team Erick. I just don't care for him. Today is his daughters 2nd birthday. The daughter is a few months older then the son he has with my cousin.
Dunno...
I have a problem. I don't know why I'm not happy for people. Not all, there are some people but rarely that I'm happy for. When I am, I am sincere bout it. When I hear about friends or relatives who have sucky ass relationships and they try to make it sound good or whatever I just don't care to hear it. My cousin is in lala land. her shit boyfriend (father of 2 of hers) graduated from nursing yesterday. So fuckin what is all I thought. She says she has nothing to complain about and is wanting to go all out for Thanksgiving dinner. My daughter says I'm a hater. I probably am but I'm rarely happy for anyone, especially if the girl has complained so much about the guy and I see how he has hurt her. I want to be a happy person but I grew up so much negativity too and not I'm bitter. I read, "Act how you want to feel". Simply put. I like to be happy and laughing but why can't I be happy for folks that have been screwed over. I can't seem to put myself on Team Erick. I just don't care for him. Today is his daughters 2nd birthday. The daughter is a few months older then the son he has with my cousin.
Dunno...