Mar 13, 2005 17:54
After everything that I have done for that asshole, he's gonna treat me like this? I can't help love him for the way that he is..but at the same time I absoluetly hate him. I hate his guts...i want him gone..and at the same time I want him here near me. He pisses me off so bad, and sometimes I take it, sometimes and usually I don't. He says that he's gonna change, and do what he says he's gonna do, but he never does. Ever since we bought our car together, he's thinking like it's his!! not mine..his!! and he won't do any favors for me. When it comes to me, he never pulls through. I don't know what I am going to do. If he leaves, I won't get the apartment with him, and I want it so bad!! GOD!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!