this is total bullshit man
first of all.. i booked off 2daii so that i could spend some fucking time with my friggin boyfriend.. but what does he do? NOT FUCKING APPRECIATE IT.. like.. what the fuck.. does he honestly want me to leave his sorry ass? FUCK MAN.. this is retarded as FUCK.. i don't see him as often as i would like to.. and like i pissed off my boss cuz i got some short days n shit.. and now she doesn't have any short days cuz of me.. like what the hell man.. all this shit for nothing.. i should've just went to fucking work.. like seriously.. this is bullshit.. everything i ever fucking do for this guy, he doesn't fucking appreciate it.. all the preparations to go see him n shit.. doesn't seem to fucking care.. he's got like a few days off.. and he can't even find it in his mind that maybe i want to spend some time with him.. what the hell... sometimes i can't take it.. and i wonder what my life would be if i was still single n shit.. honest to god? I MISS THAT.. because i could do whatever the fuck i want.. see my girls whenever i want.. do whatever i want, WHENEVER i want.. but now.. it's work.. see him.. go home sleep.. get up the next morning and work.. etc etc.. like.. thatz my life right now... *sighs* hopefully things will get better.. later dayss