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[mz_bebe_stylez]

FUCK, I hate valentines....makes me so fucking depressed....especially this year....this year...its all about "him"....ever since...December, I've liked you though you never knew it..now it hurts SO much to hear you talk about the one that u love....when ur all that I think about...everyday...everynight...I sit here, and think about you, countless hours in the day, just hoping that one day we could be together....You're werent what I was looking for, but as soon as I found you, you became everything that I needed..everything I wanted...you and you alone was who I wanted to be with, yes, I know Im young, and I still have time to grow, but when you find that someone that makes me feel the way I do, you can't help it...You would do anything for them, just to have them in your life...one way or another, but its hard to be just friends with someone that you love, and would do almost nething for...what's even harder is listening to them talk about their love for someone else....it makes me feel as though my heart was ripped out and shredded into millions of pieces...and left there on the floor for you to trample over with every word that you speak about her...I dont know what to do...Im so confused.....How do I tell you how I feel without it changing everything about us? You understand me..u listen, ur silly, knows how to have fun, can be immature but thats what I love about you, taller than me, can dance, you see me for me, and not who u want me to be, you're always there for me no matter what, ur sweet and kind, smart and charming, and u know how to make me laugh...I dont know what I'd do if it wasnt for you, you've changed me for the better, and Im SO glad that ur a part of my life....

I Love You...?????? ?????.....