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.....that's it...no more...there's no one that will make me as happy as you do...I can't hide it any longer, its the truth, no matter how much I don't want to hear it, because I know it will never happen...not even Alex, my first love could make me feel the way you do...I looked away then I looked back at you..You try to say, the things that you can't undo..If I had my way, I'd never get over you..Today's the day, I pray that we make it through. Make it though the fall, make it through it all and I don't want to fall to pieces, I just want to sit and stare at you. I don't want to talk about it...and I don't want a converstaion, I just want to cry in front of you. I don't want to talk about it, cause I'm in love with you. You're the only one, I'd be with until the end. When I come undone, you bring me back again, back under the stars, back into your arms..I wanna know who you are, wanna know where to start. I wanna know what this means, wanna know how you feel, wanna know what is real. I wanna know everything...Everything...and I don't want to fall to pieces..because I'm in love with you...and have been..since November of 2003...I've told myself over and over again that it was over, that I've moved on..truth is...I haven't..I still feel the same way about you now, and when I first met you...you're everything to me, and without you..well...I wouldn't what to do....