loosing all hope....is freedom

[myzerychick]

Deamons, dreaming,
trying to find the will to survive,
when theres nothing there to find.
. . . t r a g i c . . .

It doesnt say anything, nothing at all
Take it all in, swallow it hard
External cuts and gashes, to heal my internal wounds
you are not a b e a u t i f u l and unique snowflake..
Breathe it in, and let it out, just breathe...
Try and maintain a sence of suicide
Let go, theres nothing left to hold on to,
just give me s o m e t h i n g that i can hold on to...Please just let me see...

" they say that lifes a play
And all the worlds a stage
..for another part I pray..."

~good bye blue sky,
g o o d b y e ~

What happens when the sky turns gray?
What happens when you cant see me anymore?
S i l e n c e my thoughts
for my body is restless
What if i kiss you once more,
What id give to taste your poison
that once intoxicated my exsistance
let it h e a l me

The obsurities of your matter
i n t r i g u e me

all the drugs in this world
WONT save me from m y s e l f

my insecurities could eat me alive

I watch and wonder
as life passes me by
What is it i'm not understanding?
What cant i comprehend?
Mentally f a t i g u e d
Physiclly incapable
What is it that you're hiding from me?
J e l o u s by nature
p e r f e c t l y f l a w e d
its my life,
and its ending one m o m e n t at a time