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you don't make me angry, i just feel badly for you. i'm sorry you don't have any real friends and that you call yourself a punk. i don't really know you anymore, but i just wish you could figure out that all that really matters is the few people who actually love you. you won't though, not until you get hurt bad by someone you care about. sucks.
the way i'm seeing it right now is all i know constantly is, well, school. and to take care of people i love. other than that i can't make any plans or come to any conclusions. it's no use because in a year everything's going to be so much different than i can possibly forsee.
but i can say as soon as i get my lisence i am driving to maine, alone. i'm not going to school. i'm leaving at 8am on thursday morning april 12th in my pajamas with 20 dollars, some orange juice, and a blank notebook. i'm going to biddeford to go to our old summer house so i can climb out to the jetty point and sit on my rock and think about how many things i've thought about on that rock.
The Letter A
Are you available?: yes
What is your age?: 16
What annoys you?: when i let myself get annoyed
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: a little bit
When is your birthday?: October 11th
Who are your best friends?: rachel and kristen
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: sometimes i don't like candy, sometimes i like chocolate, sometimes i like sour.
Who's your crush?: which one?
When was the last time you cried?: i think today when i was laughing at a facebook group
The Letter D
Do you daydream?: only in math and biology class. also on the train.
What's your favorite kind of dog?: chocolate lab
What day of the week is it?: it is saturday
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: sometimes i don't like eggs. sometimes i like my eggs scrambled and sometime sunny side up.
Have you ever been to the emergency room?: yes
What's the easiest thing to do?: feel bad for myself
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: i like to fly mostly
Do you use fly swatters?: what is the 90s
Have you ever used a foghorn?: i don't believe so
The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: when i think to buy it surely
Are you a giver or a taker?: i am a capitalist
Do you like gummy candies?: sometimes
The Letter H
How are you?: sad because i can't finish my debate and happy because i did well on psats
What's your height?: five nine
What color is your hair?: sometimes people say brown, auburn, strawberry blonde, blonde. i guess it's more safe to surmise that it isn't green or blue.
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream flavor?: cookie dough
Do you play an instrument?: yes
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean flavor?: i was always the weirdo who liked popcorn
Have you ever heard a really funny joke?: several actually
Do you wear jewelery?: when i remember to, earrings
The Letter K
Do you want kids?: i think so
Where did you go to kindergarten?: mrs. miller at eames way elementary school
Do you want to kill anyone?: nope
The Letter L
Are you laid-back?: mostly
Do you lie?: i make a point not to
Do you like lemonade?: sometimes it's too tart but i do lately
The Letter M
What's your favorite movie?: how to deal because of mandy moore thankyou very much
Do you like mangos?: i do but sometimes they smell awkward
Are you a male?: lets hope not
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: nothing really can come from kerry but kerry berry, and that would be a nicholasname
What's your favorite number(s)?: 37
Do you prefer night over day?: i like night but morning is nice sometimes when it's lazy and sunny
The Letter O
What's your one wish?: i have several. i guess for everyone to be healthy.
Are you an only child?: nope two older brothers
Do you wish this was over?: actually i thoroghly enjoy talking about myself because i'm so interesting
The Letter P
What fear are you paranoid about?: never falling in love, being kidnapped, and not being good enough to be kidnapped.
What are your pet peeves?: people who take themselves seriously, letting people annoy me, and people who actually are smug.
Do you have a good personality?: a GREAT personality actually
The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: i don't really care for quotes
Does time seem to pass quickly?: yes
Are you quick to judge people?: i'm not sure
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: i'll always be the first to admit if i'm wrong. it's becoming a fault of mine.
Do you watch reality TV?: i don't watch a lot of tv or follow any shows.
What's a good reason to cry?: you're bad at life
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: i prefer snow
Do you like snow?: snow is lovely!
What's your favorite season? winter
The Letter T
What time is it?: 11:11 pm (i just kissed the clock)
What time did you wake up?: about 9
When did you last sleep in a tent?: too long ago lets go camping
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: hell yes
Do you use an umbrella: that reminds me, i need to ask for a yellow one for christmas
The Letter V
What's the worst vegetable?: beets, eugh
Where do you want to go on vacation?: france or england
Where was your last vacation?: cape cod, but that doesn't really count because it's 20 mintues away
The Letter W
What's your worst habit?: not speaking when i mean something
Where do you live?: marshfield
What's your worst fear?: i have a few, i think i already answered this.
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: too many, i'll probably get cancer early on or have mutated children
Have you seen the X-Games?: nope
Do you own a xylophone?: not really
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: i love yellow but there are some ugly shades of it
What's one thing you yearn for?: less homework
Do people like you?: some people
The Letter Z
What's your zodiac sign?: libra
What's your favorite zoo animal?: probably cheetah
Do you like zebras?: i don't care enough to answer that
the way i'm seeing it right now is all i know constantly is, well, school. and to take care of people i love. other than that i can't make any plans or come to any conclusions. it's no use because in a year everything's going to be so much different than i can possibly forsee.
but i can say as soon as i get my lisence i am driving to maine, alone. i'm not going to school. i'm leaving at 8am on thursday morning april 12th in my pajamas with 20 dollars, some orange juice, and a blank notebook. i'm going to biddeford to go to our old summer house so i can climb out to the jetty point and sit on my rock and think about how many things i've thought about on that rock.
The Letter A
Are you available?: yes
What is your age?: 16
What annoys you?: when i let myself get annoyed
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: a little bit
When is your birthday?: October 11th
Who are your best friends?: rachel and kristen
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: sometimes i don't like candy, sometimes i like chocolate, sometimes i like sour.
Who's your crush?: which one?
When was the last time you cried?: i think today when i was laughing at a facebook group
The Letter D
Do you daydream?: only in math and biology class. also on the train.
What's your favorite kind of dog?: chocolate lab
What day of the week is it?: it is saturday
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: sometimes i don't like eggs. sometimes i like my eggs scrambled and sometime sunny side up.
Have you ever been to the emergency room?: yes
What's the easiest thing to do?: feel bad for myself
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: i like to fly mostly
Do you use fly swatters?: what is the 90s
Have you ever used a foghorn?: i don't believe so
The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: when i think to buy it surely
Are you a giver or a taker?: i am a capitalist
Do you like gummy candies?: sometimes
The Letter H
How are you?: sad because i can't finish my debate and happy because i did well on psats
What's your height?: five nine
What color is your hair?: sometimes people say brown, auburn, strawberry blonde, blonde. i guess it's more safe to surmise that it isn't green or blue.
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream flavor?: cookie dough
Do you play an instrument?: yes
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean flavor?: i was always the weirdo who liked popcorn
Have you ever heard a really funny joke?: several actually
Do you wear jewelery?: when i remember to, earrings
The Letter K
Do you want kids?: i think so
Where did you go to kindergarten?: mrs. miller at eames way elementary school
Do you want to kill anyone?: nope
The Letter L
Are you laid-back?: mostly
Do you lie?: i make a point not to
Do you like lemonade?: sometimes it's too tart but i do lately
The Letter M
What's your favorite movie?: how to deal because of mandy moore thankyou very much
Do you like mangos?: i do but sometimes they smell awkward
Are you a male?: lets hope not
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: nothing really can come from kerry but kerry berry, and that would be a nicholasname
What's your favorite number(s)?: 37
Do you prefer night over day?: i like night but morning is nice sometimes when it's lazy and sunny
The Letter O
What's your one wish?: i have several. i guess for everyone to be healthy.
Are you an only child?: nope two older brothers
Do you wish this was over?: actually i thoroghly enjoy talking about myself because i'm so interesting
The Letter P
What fear are you paranoid about?: never falling in love, being kidnapped, and not being good enough to be kidnapped.
What are your pet peeves?: people who take themselves seriously, letting people annoy me, and people who actually are smug.
Do you have a good personality?: a GREAT personality actually
The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: i don't really care for quotes
Does time seem to pass quickly?: yes
Are you quick to judge people?: i'm not sure
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: i'll always be the first to admit if i'm wrong. it's becoming a fault of mine.
Do you watch reality TV?: i don't watch a lot of tv or follow any shows.
What's a good reason to cry?: you're bad at life
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: i prefer snow
Do you like snow?: snow is lovely!
What's your favorite season? winter
The Letter T
What time is it?: 11:11 pm (i just kissed the clock)
What time did you wake up?: about 9
When did you last sleep in a tent?: too long ago lets go camping
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: hell yes
Do you use an umbrella: that reminds me, i need to ask for a yellow one for christmas
The Letter V
What's the worst vegetable?: beets, eugh
Where do you want to go on vacation?: france or england
Where was your last vacation?: cape cod, but that doesn't really count because it's 20 mintues away
The Letter W
What's your worst habit?: not speaking when i mean something
Where do you live?: marshfield
What's your worst fear?: i have a few, i think i already answered this.
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: too many, i'll probably get cancer early on or have mutated children
Have you seen the X-Games?: nope
Do you own a xylophone?: not really
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: i love yellow but there are some ugly shades of it
What's one thing you yearn for?: less homework
Do people like you?: some people
The Letter Z
What's your zodiac sign?: libra
What's your favorite zoo animal?: probably cheetah
Do you like zebras?: i don't care enough to answer that