Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand We're Done
So Phat Girls is finally over. The show over all was fun. I do enjoy stage manging for the most part. There are times when the need for diplomacy is a bit taxing and all I want to do is bite some one's head off. Usually an actor. I think I get especially annoyed by dumb actors when I tech a show because I'm an actor first and a techie second. So not only am I annoyed by the idiocy/unproffesionalism of the individual but I'm also personally offended that you are representing actors in such a dimb-witted light. It's no wonder Equity and SAG have such strict rules on what an Actor can and canNOT do. It's still my favorite tech position.
C'est la vie.
Life will quiet down a bit now. That wierd feeling of having nothing to do after a show closes. You're so used to going to rehearsal that for the first few days you really don't know what to do with yourself.
This weekend promises to be a good one. Friends will be in town and there's a baby shower for Dave and Barb. (When did I become old enough to have friends with babies? I still can't get over the fact that I have friends who are getting married. Granted Dave and Barb are a bit older than me, but still...)
I realized something the other day. I'm happy. I'm not restless, I'm not worried, I don't need anything right now. I'm happy. Sure there are things that I want to change, or growth that I know needs to happen, but I see it happening or know that the change is coming and I like it. Despite my usually sunny and easy going disposition this is not a common feeling for me. Usually in the back of my mind there is that something that I am dwelling on that I don't quite know how to deal with so I wait until I've thoroughly masacred it in my mind before even attempting it. I'm free of even that right now. Don't know how long it will last but I'm not gonna worry about it for now.....hahaha.
Later kids.
C'est la vie.
Life will quiet down a bit now. That wierd feeling of having nothing to do after a show closes. You're so used to going to rehearsal that for the first few days you really don't know what to do with yourself.
This weekend promises to be a good one. Friends will be in town and there's a baby shower for Dave and Barb. (When did I become old enough to have friends with babies? I still can't get over the fact that I have friends who are getting married. Granted Dave and Barb are a bit older than me, but still...)
I realized something the other day. I'm happy. I'm not restless, I'm not worried, I don't need anything right now. I'm happy. Sure there are things that I want to change, or growth that I know needs to happen, but I see it happening or know that the change is coming and I like it. Despite my usually sunny and easy going disposition this is not a common feeling for me. Usually in the back of my mind there is that something that I am dwelling on that I don't quite know how to deal with so I wait until I've thoroughly masacred it in my mind before even attempting it. I'm free of even that right now. Don't know how long it will last but I'm not gonna worry about it for now.....hahaha.
Later kids.