Apr 18, 2008 14:51
So last night was our end of the year banquet. I drank a lot. I danced. I got sprayed by the fountain. I got voted best female musician...which was kinda cool. I kinda felt like I was in Jr. high again...but it's hard to avoid those kinds of feelings these days. It's kind of a downer that the semester is almost over. I have to go home and be a real person again soon. The thought intimidates me a bit.
I registered for classes the other day. It turned out pretty well, as it usually does. 3 journalism classes, 2 philosophy. No class on Fridays, which is pretty neat. The main thing I'm worried about when I get back is finding a job. I don't really care what it is. I just need something to do. And I'm running low on cash, thanks to the exchange rate. But summer should be good. it usually is. I'll probably be hanging out with Ian a lot since everyone else will be 21 and I lost my ID. To be honest though, I'm kind of over bars. I mean, I can get fucked up anywhere. And probably for less money and with better music if I wanted to. So I dunno. I have a feeling that by the time I turn 21, I won't really be all that excited about it.
I've just been in a bit of a funk lately. I hate the end of the year. I'm stressed out about packing and cleaning out my room. I have to figure out lodging for me and my sister for the next 2 weeks. I hate all this saying goodbye shit. I kind of just want to be alone. But I also kind of don't.
I feel like writing, kinda, but I have been having a hard time with it. Maybe I'm just out of things to say.
On an unrelated note, I wanna see the intelligent design documentary that just came out. Charles sent me a link to the wikipedia page. It sounds delicious. Those of you who know me well know that I have an insatiable obsession with American religious extremism. So, I don't think it will still be in theatres when I get back, but if anyone wantsta like...rent it with me, you'll be welcomed with open arms. We'll make kettle corn and white russians. Maybe play some Judas Priest afterwards...who knows.
Anyway...I think I'm supposed to be studying or something. Supposedly there are finals tomorrow. Off I go.
Thought provoking quote of the day:
"Everyday on my way home
The clouds would break and the angels
Would sing their refrain
This world's an ungodly place
Strangled by vines unchaste
So with my shining blade of steel
I would cut a path wide
Dipped in the ink of the fight
Written clean through the night
Mark my words upon the front page
To set my world straight
It's too late, it's too late
It's too late, it's too late
Just like i found it, my world is split
Right down the spine "
-Calexico