Thaaaaaank Goodness.
I feel SOOOO much better right now. Wow, this is great. I love being all druuuuged up.
Missed school again today due to being sick, got to go to the doctors...my mom woke me up saying "go back to sleep...you need to go to the doctors." I was like, fine with me. I don't want to make up all the work, bleh...oh well. At least I feel better x10 now.
I think I want to do something involved with fashion/music instead of musical theatre. I talked to my mom, she thought it was a smart choice. Musical theatre would be SO SO SO stressful. As much as I love it, it would be better as a hobby. So now...I think I want to be a stylist, for photographers and stuff, and maybe do something like write reviews of bands/CD’s /concerts. Something like that. I'm so excited. I'm checking into FIDM (Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandise) see if its a good school. I still need to pray about it though. I'm so...relieved. I feel as if my mom was God's way of kind of confirming in my mind I couldn't handle the auditions and all the requirements. Music and Fashion both have so much more, freedom to them.
I didn't wear any makeup today...nor did I take a shower. I love it. Not that I would start making it a habit.
I want to travel so badly, there’s so many places I want to go to. Greece, England, Scotland, Ireland, Italy, and Japan being the top 6. My husband better like traveling....or I'll just drag Sharla with me, lol...she'd be more then willing.
My life feels so complete at the moment. Its a really nice feeling. God has blessed me so much, its crazy. I love how he can go from making my life a struggle and a burden to something I feel so lucky to have.
I've coughed 3 times in the past hour. That’s a record. Wow....
My doctor is really weird...I don't like him. Or any doctors for that fact, but I was feeling so horrible that I honestly didn't care.
Missed school again today due to being sick, got to go to the doctors...my mom woke me up saying "go back to sleep...you need to go to the doctors." I was like, fine with me. I don't want to make up all the work, bleh...oh well. At least I feel better x10 now.
I think I want to do something involved with fashion/music instead of musical theatre. I talked to my mom, she thought it was a smart choice. Musical theatre would be SO SO SO stressful. As much as I love it, it would be better as a hobby. So now...I think I want to be a stylist, for photographers and stuff, and maybe do something like write reviews of bands/CD’s /concerts. Something like that. I'm so excited. I'm checking into FIDM (Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandise) see if its a good school. I still need to pray about it though. I'm so...relieved. I feel as if my mom was God's way of kind of confirming in my mind I couldn't handle the auditions and all the requirements. Music and Fashion both have so much more, freedom to them.
I didn't wear any makeup today...nor did I take a shower. I love it. Not that I would start making it a habit.
I want to travel so badly, there’s so many places I want to go to. Greece, England, Scotland, Ireland, Italy, and Japan being the top 6. My husband better like traveling....or I'll just drag Sharla with me, lol...she'd be more then willing.
My life feels so complete at the moment. Its a really nice feeling. God has blessed me so much, its crazy. I love how he can go from making my life a struggle and a burden to something I feel so lucky to have.
I've coughed 3 times in the past hour. That’s a record. Wow....
My doctor is really weird...I don't like him. Or any doctors for that fact, but I was feeling so horrible that I honestly didn't care.