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Jul 20, 2005 22:57

For the first time in my life,
I feel like I haven't disappointed my mom.
For the first time in my life,
I feel like my mom really does love me.
We just talked for a little bit,
and she told me all she wants is the best for me.
And for once,
I believe her.
I love her so much.
And I want to make her proud.
She offered for me to come and live here again.
I'm going to try it for a third and final time.
Maybe we can make this work.
I love this home.
I love my parents.
I'm just stupid sometimes... a lot of the time.
I am getting my act together.
And my mom has my back, for the first time in my life I feel like everything is going to be okay with us.
For the first time in 19 years...
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