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Old Entries
I was reading some of my old entires and I was a pissed off girl! I apprently didnt know many words past "fucking" and "dumbass". I'm hoping i'm a little out of that phase of my life!
But on the subject of my past entires, I noticed I wrote a lot about how upset guys made me. But it was definately an immature flashback. I am not mature now, but I am a little more jaded. In return, I dont think I get hurt as easy.
So unlike before, I am actually single. I have been pretty much single for the last year of my life. I have dated quite a few guys in the past year, one right after the other. Sometimes when I "think" I'm lonely, I realize i'm really not! There has always been someone I'm dating. But maybe this year has been espically nice because none of them were serious, so none of them really hurt me. Maybe one or two small wounds, but nothing signifcant. Which, I can say, made this year successful!
One thing I have learned is how horrible guys can be! So at some point this year, I met a guy, we made out or whatever, then he tells me "I have a girlfriend". Whats wrong with you guys!? You have girlfriends! What are you doing?
Yuck. I am disgusted. Enjoy both 'single holly' and 'girlfriend holly' equally. I know my friends enjoy 'single holly' more, but there difference between the two is when i'm single, my eye will wander. When a guy has shown me that he wants me to be his, I suddenly have tunnel vision. Seems to work the opposite way for guys. . . strange.
One a different note, I have 24tease and Salsa moves class tonight, followed by a glass of red wine and a date with Grey's anatomy. What a perfect thursday evening. To top it all off, I have no work tomorrow.
So whats the plan for nye, holly?
Volunteering at the EMP (Expirence Music Project) at the Seattle Center under the space needle. Apprently a very big party, so I had to go somehow. And if anyone knows me at all, I dont like to pay to do much. Every once in a while I will suck it up and pay a cover, but more than likely I will pay twice, get to know the bouncer, and never pay again. So at the EMP I dodged the bullet by volunteering to help out with the party until 11pm, instead of paying the $75 cover. Yes, yes, yes...I am cheap. Oh well!! I was once too generous with my money, and what happened? Boyfriends took full advantage =D
So it will be Me, Stephanie and Courtney on NYE with no men beside us.