Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Since tuesday @ 5:00 I have been single :)
On Sean's message, word after word, he said fuck. It was...interesting, but it saved me from having to do it...
Me & Jessi want to go to the Saint Ann's fair on Saturday and we're trying to get as many people as we can to go with us. So far we have like, 15 guys who we want to come & 1 girl not including us. Hah...Funny
I found out this guy Mitchell I met before when me & a few friends were @ 7-11, goes to Cousino...But he's in 10th grade :/
Oh and I also saw my friend (Cameron ... Kropp, I think, seeing as Chance is his uncle, and Chances last name is Kropp, and he's Chances brothers son...) when he was riding the bus. He lives by Crystal which is like, 15-20 min away so I was surprsied he goes to a school somewhere over here...:)
The only bad part of the day, was when I was listening to "Hard to Say" by the Used, in 3rd hour and I started thinking about someone again... It got me depressed... I need someone to take my mind off of him. Sean wasnt any good. If anything, he just made me more upset, knowing that I could have gone out with someone I actually liked more than a friend, but I couldnt since I was going out with HIM... But now he has a girlfriend. Oh well, Im starting to only see him as a friend anyways, but there is still that feeling inside me saying Im still attracted to him. Its weird how if you get to know someone to well, your either madly in love with them, or can ONLY see them as a friend... Maybe I'll feel differently later.
I need to find out this 10th graders name. He's so beautiful. He has medium hair length I guess, maybe longer, and hes so hott. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! I want him, but I'll never be able to have him :(
On Sean's message, word after word, he said fuck. It was...interesting, but it saved me from having to do it...
Me & Jessi want to go to the Saint Ann's fair on Saturday and we're trying to get as many people as we can to go with us. So far we have like, 15 guys who we want to come & 1 girl not including us. Hah...Funny
I found out this guy Mitchell I met before when me & a few friends were @ 7-11, goes to Cousino...But he's in 10th grade :/
Oh and I also saw my friend (Cameron ... Kropp, I think, seeing as Chance is his uncle, and Chances last name is Kropp, and he's Chances brothers son...) when he was riding the bus. He lives by Crystal which is like, 15-20 min away so I was surprsied he goes to a school somewhere over here...:)
The only bad part of the day, was when I was listening to "Hard to Say" by the Used, in 3rd hour and I started thinking about someone again... It got me depressed... I need someone to take my mind off of him. Sean wasnt any good. If anything, he just made me more upset, knowing that I could have gone out with someone I actually liked more than a friend, but I couldnt since I was going out with HIM... But now he has a girlfriend. Oh well, Im starting to only see him as a friend anyways, but there is still that feeling inside me saying Im still attracted to him. Its weird how if you get to know someone to well, your either madly in love with them, or can ONLY see them as a friend... Maybe I'll feel differently later.
I need to find out this 10th graders name. He's so beautiful. He has medium hair length I guess, maybe longer, and hes so hott. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! I want him, but I'll never be able to have him :(