WHY???!????
RIP
Jonathen Davidson
March 28, 1989 - August 2, 2005
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*cry* My cousin Jon died yesterday. He was sick the night before and when they found him the next day, his lips were purple. They took him to the hospital but they couldnt save him. These have been the worst days of my life! I dont know what Im supose to feel...or act...or anything about this. He was the baby of his family. He had 4 older brothers. Whenever I think about him, I think about his face close up, and his purple lips, and whenever I do that I start to cry. And I think about his mom and dad, and his brothers and his friends. Ive never had anyone in my family die before. I just want to know why it had to start with him? He was only 16 fucking years old! I talked to him whenever I visited them.... D: And now Im never gonnah have a chance to do that again and Ill never see him again and it hurts so much... Ive been trying to find a picture of him, but I couldnt find one. There HAS to be at least ONE of him! I wouldnt care if it was one when he was 10 or 12 or something. Just something to remember him by...
God. This hurts to much...
Call my cell. I might need someone to talk to right now...