Sweet Mother of God...
It's been a long time since I've updated. Things have been both VERY good and VERY bad stressful...
Steph and I have been getting along beautifully, and I don't know what I would do without her...especially lately. We spent a couple of days at the cabin and just relaxed, smoked, and had much needed Samm/Steph time. :) Our new addiction is poker, and we're always looking for people to play with. Not for money though...not yet, anyway...haha.
I'm OFFICIALLY signed up for classes that work with my work schedule, and I start work on Tuesday. Going back to good ole' KinderCare. I'm really excited about it...
I'm broker than I've ever been in my whole life. No joke. It's actually really fucking scary how broke I am. You can say you're broke, that's fine...I PROMISE my situation is worse. I haven't had any income since I went to Yuma to see Jonny, and that was like, 3 weeks ago...I'm completely financially fucked. Word.
Jonny. Welll... Things with him are as good as they can be. Yesterday he said he doesn't even know if he's going to go home to North Carolina next month, he might just stay and move in with Nate. That would be awesome. I don't want to get my hopes up...because it's already harder than I want to admit that he's potentially leaving, so I just can't have any expectations. It sucks so bad that he lives so far away. He wanted me to go out there last night and then go to the lake with him and his buddies today and even said they would give me money to get home, but I literally CAN'T go. Not cool. I get crazy butterflies thinking about him staying and actually getting to see him rather than just talk on the phone and text all day every day.
He's adorable. He makes me laugh a lot. I think I'm starting to like this boy a lot, and I don't even get to see him ever AND he might be moving. Explain to me why I do this to myself...ugh.
Well, I need to find some food because my tummy is getting very angry with me.
Have a great weekend <3
lovelovelove
Steph and I have been getting along beautifully, and I don't know what I would do without her...especially lately. We spent a couple of days at the cabin and just relaxed, smoked, and had much needed Samm/Steph time. :) Our new addiction is poker, and we're always looking for people to play with. Not for money though...not yet, anyway...haha.
I'm OFFICIALLY signed up for classes that work with my work schedule, and I start work on Tuesday. Going back to good ole' KinderCare. I'm really excited about it...
I'm broker than I've ever been in my whole life. No joke. It's actually really fucking scary how broke I am. You can say you're broke, that's fine...I PROMISE my situation is worse. I haven't had any income since I went to Yuma to see Jonny, and that was like, 3 weeks ago...I'm completely financially fucked. Word.
Jonny. Welll... Things with him are as good as they can be. Yesterday he said he doesn't even know if he's going to go home to North Carolina next month, he might just stay and move in with Nate. That would be awesome. I don't want to get my hopes up...because it's already harder than I want to admit that he's potentially leaving, so I just can't have any expectations. It sucks so bad that he lives so far away. He wanted me to go out there last night and then go to the lake with him and his buddies today and even said they would give me money to get home, but I literally CAN'T go. Not cool. I get crazy butterflies thinking about him staying and actually getting to see him rather than just talk on the phone and text all day every day.
He's adorable. He makes me laugh a lot. I think I'm starting to like this boy a lot, and I don't even get to see him ever AND he might be moving. Explain to me why I do this to myself...ugh.
Well, I need to find some food because my tummy is getting very angry with me.
Have a great weekend <3
lovelovelove