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I don't know if I will be able to prevent myself from just snapping on someone soon. There is a feeling in my belly that comes suddenly. I panic on the inside and show nothing to the spectators. It is not anger, but a deep sadness. And when I do snap, I'm not sure If I will implode or just break down and cry. I haven't cried in a long time. I think the hopelessness in my stomach keeps me even.
I am constantly low. I adore her. I want to be adored in return.
I am constantly low. I adore her. I want to be adored in return.