"I'll be the one" by Alice Peacock.
"I'll be the one" by Alice Peacock.
Sometimes when I open my mouth
It's anyone's guess what might come out
Last one to know is usually me
My life is an open book
I'll spell it out for you, you can take a look
You might not like what you see
And hey, I'm not what you're looking for
I can tell you that and so much more
('Cause baby)
I'll be the one
Who makes you cry
I'll be the first
To say goodbye
You'll look for me
And I'll be gone
I will be - yes I will be the one
The girl in the sunshine dress
With her backpack full of emptiness
Won't be misleading you today
She knows from the soles of her shoes
There's a lot more here than lonely blues
Seems that's the only thing she plays
And hey, I'm not the girl you used to know
And that's why you gotta' let me go
I know these aren't the words you wanted me to say
But you've got to give it to yourself,
Before you give it all away
Give it all away
So things have been stupid lately. I mean, they usually are because my boy situation is always complicated. I think it's my fault. I let it happen. Maybe I should flip the bitch switch. Maybe I dont know what I feel for any of them. I'm a girl, I dont know what I want, I dont know what im feeling or thinking 50 % of the time dammit, get off my fucking back about it. This is what I DO know, I'm not going to be your punching bag, im not going to be your distraction, im not going to be your other woman and im not going to keep kidding myself. You know when you have one of those days and you just want to let all of the things you've been holding in pour out? I'm having one of those. One of those, hey, you're an asshole, hey, I faked it, hey, stop being a fucking retard kind of days. I'm just tired. I'm tired of dealing with everybody's bullshit. Fuck you dude, stop playing games. That's all men do is play fucking games and then say that women are playing games with them. Grow the fuck up and stop blaming other things for your situation, circumstances, choices and unhappiness. I'm not dealing with any of them until they get a fucking clue. I dont really have to deal with this and I dont know why I do, maybe I just wanna fix them. Maybe I should just lay it out for them. You're not as important as you think you are and you're definitely not as cute as you think you are. Get a clue.
Sometimes when I open my mouth
It's anyone's guess what might come out
Last one to know is usually me
My life is an open book
I'll spell it out for you, you can take a look
You might not like what you see
And hey, I'm not what you're looking for
I can tell you that and so much more
('Cause baby)
I'll be the one
Who makes you cry
I'll be the first
To say goodbye
You'll look for me
And I'll be gone
I will be - yes I will be the one
The girl in the sunshine dress
With her backpack full of emptiness
Won't be misleading you today
She knows from the soles of her shoes
There's a lot more here than lonely blues
Seems that's the only thing she plays
And hey, I'm not the girl you used to know
And that's why you gotta' let me go
I know these aren't the words you wanted me to say
But you've got to give it to yourself,
Before you give it all away
Give it all away
So things have been stupid lately. I mean, they usually are because my boy situation is always complicated. I think it's my fault. I let it happen. Maybe I should flip the bitch switch. Maybe I dont know what I feel for any of them. I'm a girl, I dont know what I want, I dont know what im feeling or thinking 50 % of the time dammit, get off my fucking back about it. This is what I DO know, I'm not going to be your punching bag, im not going to be your distraction, im not going to be your other woman and im not going to keep kidding myself. You know when you have one of those days and you just want to let all of the things you've been holding in pour out? I'm having one of those. One of those, hey, you're an asshole, hey, I faked it, hey, stop being a fucking retard kind of days. I'm just tired. I'm tired of dealing with everybody's bullshit. Fuck you dude, stop playing games. That's all men do is play fucking games and then say that women are playing games with them. Grow the fuck up and stop blaming other things for your situation, circumstances, choices and unhappiness. I'm not dealing with any of them until they get a fucking clue. I dont really have to deal with this and I dont know why I do, maybe I just wanna fix them. Maybe I should just lay it out for them. You're not as important as you think you are and you're definitely not as cute as you think you are. Get a clue.